Beyond Boundaries • A KNJ Fanfiction

3.

Walking out of the car I bowed to him, he was leaning against the car while crossing his arms over his chest.

"Thank you for dropping me late at night."

"Get inside" his voice is calm but sounds more like an order like he possesses me and has the right to tell me what I should do and what I should not. That is wrong but it didn't seem wrong at all. What the fuck is wrong with me?

I nod and walked towards the door, I opened the door and twisted the knob. I couldn't help but have another look behind me where he was Still standing.

I felt he was staring at me. His gaze held another level of intimacy. Is it just me thinking this is wrong or he has something in his eyes? Or it's just because he's a romantic actor and I'm being delusional?

If so, I'm sick. I need therapy.

I walked into the house and Locked my door before leaning against it. My whole body was burning, especially after his hand held mine in the car.

Flashback

"You look calm But there's a storm inside you, I can feel that"

"I really don't know what you're talking about sir"

"You really don't know?"

I was silent for a good damn minute. I bit my lower lip and opened my mouth to say something when the driver pulls the break all of a sudden made me jerk up closer to Namjoon. My hand rested on his chest, He was looking deep into my eyes. His dragon eyes are breathtakingly attractive. My eyes slowly travelled between his eyes and lips, I can't even look at anything else. His eyes are captivating me. I felt his fingers softly brushed my hand, Still making the eye contact. His lips parted to speak, I was lost..

"Miss Yn, Your apartment is here" He spoke broken the spell I was in. Fuck. I backed off Pulling my hand immediately, all embarrassed. I opened the door and got out..

Flashback ends

I ran into the washroom to take a shower to calm myself down or I'll burn down into ashes..

Why did he make me feel that way? It feels wrong, too wrong and forbidden. He's Jungkook's dad.. Jungkook, my bestfriend, Has a crush on me and I felt a weird pull towards his father. that's fucking crazy..

I'd die if this torture is gonna continue. Yn fuck the world, focus on your work and career.

Nothing should effect you. Nothing. Just eat, Sleep and work.. repeat.. that's it. Life will be much easier. Don't complicate things.

I let the water runs on me, I felt amazing under the shower. It's taking all my Stress, Frustration away, all my unwanted thoughts are washing off my mind. I'm feeling light headed, But somehow my mind is not ready to let go of the Immediate memory that Stored in my mind. About Him, Kim Namjoon.

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I laid down on my bed and looked up at the ceiling. My mind is all fresh, i closed my eyes when A face flashed in the darkness, Kim Namjoon..

I snapped open my eyes and sat on the bed. What the fuck? Did he manipulate my mind to think of him that badly? I breath heavily and got the glass of water from the side table and chugged it.

It's not good. It's not possible either. I just met him once in person. Is it just the effect of me being a fangirl and meeting him? Is it? Yeah Must be.. no, he shouldn't pop into my thoughts like this, I won't allow.

I couldn't close my eyes, Everytime I do, I see him.. That's Getting out of my control.. I had to distract myself now, from Namjoon.. I walked towards the table and grabbed my laptop screen. I sat in front of it and started editing photos which I was working on beforehand..