"you're looking stunning" he complimented when I sucked another breath into my lungs..
"Thank you" I Spoke lowly avoiding eye contact.
"But, Is it appropriate to wear a Plunge swimsuit in front of your friend? He's just a friend right?" His Voice is deep and A bit jealous..
what the fuck is his problem? I don't understand. He is too old for me, can't he understand or he's having some wildest fantasy with me?
"I can't obviously wear my regular outfit or our traditional outfit to Beach, can I? And more over, I'm wearing a beach shirt over this so I don't actually think there's any problem with that and Hobi is a gentleman unlike you"
"Huh? Did you say I'm not a gentleman?"
"If you were, you'd not point out my plunge swimsuit.. And ask such questions"
"Well, sorry Miss Yn, if I say something which brought you disgrace.. I really didn't mean it that way. I was just being" he paused then spoke again "concerned"
Why is he concerned? What's wrong with him? I looked away from him..
"Sorry.. i didn't mean to say that you're not a gentleman.. It's just something that seems really weird"
"What is it?" He looked at me.
"You.. and me.. The thing"
"Thing? Exactly what are you talking about?"
"You know very well Mr. Kim. The way you look at me, the way you talk indirectly means something.. Your body language is kinda disturbing me"
He eyes blanked out.. He nods in understanding..
"Sorry for causing you discomfort. I really didn't want to. You guys enjoy then."
He turned to leave when I asked
"Where are you going?"
"Away from you.. And Don't worry My gaze my words will not disturb you, I can assure. And tell Jungkook I got a work to handle so I left and Tell him to call me when he's done spending time"
He walked away made me shut my eyes...I wanted to stop him but I couldn't.. I cursed under my breath.. I shouldn't have said that.
What did I do?.. Fuck.. I shouldn't have said them on his face. No matter what he is a great man, a celebrity...
but he really makes me feel intense... Something happens to me when he looks at me. I have no Idea why? Is it normal from his side or is it just my daddy issues poking me?
No, I'm sure he has something in his gaze which really feels something.. something dangerous..
"Yn? Where did dad go?" Jungkook asked while walking towards me.
"Oh, Umm he said he got some works to handle, and you should call him when you're done"
"Oh well, okay.. I talked to hoseok"
"I saw.. what exactly did you two talk about?"
"Something about our lives, ourselves..some guys talk"
"Oh that's... impressive."
"He's really nice guy.." Jungkook spoke when I nod
"He is.. you both should be friends.. It'll be really good"
"Yeah ofcourse, we'll be" Hoseok spoke when I smiled at them but my mind is still stuck on Namjoon who went away cause of me.. I can't believe I said that to him, the famous actor everyone dying to meet, to feel, to touch, to get near... And here I did something for which he'll never look at me again..
Why am I like this?
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We spend some more time on the beach, when Jungkook's phone rings. He looked back, when I followed his gaze and found Namjoon standing far by the road infront of his car. I sighed.
"Yeah dad, coming" Jungkook spoke then looked at us "well guys, it was nice talking and spending time. Yn, keep in touch okay? Don't forget me while I'm gone"
"You're just going to Busan Jungkook, don't talk like you're going to Mars" I teased him.
Hobi Chuckled
"It was really nice day with you Jungkook. Visit me sometimes too and Contact me if you can"
"Sure.. Now I'll go, Have a good day guys"
"Let us walk you to your dad" hobi spoke with a smile
"Yo dude I'm not a child.."
"Well for me you look like one" He placed his hand on his shoulder and walked towards the car while I followed them.. Jungkook and Hoseok really became friends so fast. It's really crazy to see how Boys make friends too easily without even having any Overthinking and here I feel scared in every step before making friends.
We walked closed to the car, when I saw Namjoon scrolling through his phone.
"Dad, Let's go"
"Yes" He spoke coldly without even looking at me. He got into the car when Jungkook asked
"Yn? Tomorrow is Sunday, And Monday is your joining, isn't it?"
"Yes"
"So when are you gonna return to seoul?"
"My train is tomorrow morning"
"Why don't you come with us then? You won't have to travel so long"
"I.. Um..No it's okay. I don't wanna cause any burden on you. You two go"
"Why are you saying this? You won't be a burden.. Let's go to your house and pack your stuff and come with us"
"Jungkook I"
"Please yn.." he pleaded..
"Jungkook, If your friend doesn't want, don't force her. I didn't teach you that, did I?" Namjoon's voice sounds harsh and indirect way to tell me 'if you don't wanna come then don't, who cares?'
I gritted my teeth and spoke
"Jungkook you go. Your dad is maybe not in a good mood and it'll not be good for him if me and you go together as you know we'll talk a lot and it'll disturb him"
"But"
"No but.. just go home with your dad. I still will have time to pack my bag so I can't go with you." I won't.
"Well, fine. As you wish." he spoke sadly and get into the car, "bye then.. see you."
"All the best for your Intership Jungkook"
"all the best to you too Yn"
Namjoon still didn't look at me but scrolling his phone.. The car drove away. I felt a strange feeling in me which was worse than before..
I felt irritated indeed when he used to look at me, But I'm feeling more irritated when he isn't looking at me.
Fuck! My mind is playing. I need a way out of this maze.
It's getting hard.
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Beyond Boundaries • A KNJ Fanfiction
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