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"I'm waiting for the moment when my soul will leave this body and I'll be dead officially because every piece of me has already died." ~ 𝐀𝐯𝐲𝐚𝐧𝐤 𝐊𝐚𝐩𝐨𝐨𝐫
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These two chapters have been most tiring for me as I had to search so many things and if you find any mistakes or any thing incorrect do tell me. I'll edit it afterwards!!
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❝Iss lamhe kya kar doon mein, Jo mujhe chain mile araam mile..❞
~ Mohit Chauhan
Author's POV ;
"He stormed inside and hugged me instantly while I was taken aback but then I thought by any chance, did he come to know that I had non consensual sex with my girlfriend which felt like I was assaulted but the words he said literally snatched away the little life I had left in me." He mumbled as he shook his head vigorously trying to call him only to say,"D-Dad was gone !!"
Shreya's eyes widened incredulously and she realised how messed up it's getting. He burst into tears and cried incessantly. She couldn't see him like this so she pulled him, hugging his head to her chest as he went on saying,"His sudden death, shattered me completely and I coul- couldn't even apologise to him properly."
"He left us forever and guess what, he's trying to call me a night before his death but I-I was so busy in my own grief that I didn't check my phone." He mumbled holding Shreya as she gently caressed his back trying to console him.
"I lost my strongest pillar and it still weighs on me. Mom turned completely silent, bhai completed all the last rites and after some days he too left as he was training. I started feeling so low and looked down at myself. I felt like I lost everything, my pride, my support and even myself. I started blaming my own self for all that was happening in my surroundings." He cried more, burying his head into her arms.
"Dadu asked me if something is bothering me but I...I couldn't muster up the courage to tell him. I wanted to let it all out but we all were grieving for a big loss and I felt my problem will just increase their sadness. I couldn't sleep, I couldn't concentrate on studies anymore. Whenever I closed my eyes, I heard her voice, dad's last words. It was so exhausting and draining that I started doubting myself." He mumbled, being distressed.
"It wasn't your fault....it never was !!" Shreya whispered, swirling her fingers in his hair as she herself couldn't believe how much he had endured.
Flashback ;
Have you ever felt that whatever is happening to you and your loved ones is because of you ?? You wanted to scream it all out as the voices in your head do but you can't because you don't want to let your loved ones suffer more than already, they are !!
