Renae in MM 🌸
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KHARI
"Damn Renae" I cautiously rose up, backing away from the couch and laughing to myself, "that's what we doin now?"
She had to be lost for words, she wasn't saying shit. Just sitting there with her lips apart.
"That's what we doin now?!" I asked her again. Louder this time.
She flinched at my voice. "I- It was a mistake Khari, you're the only person I want- I swear." She rose up trying to hold onto my arm. The way her voice was breaking I could tell she would start crying again.
Without thinking, I grabbed her by her neck, backing her up against the wall, "You fuckin wit me right?"
Usually, I wouldn't put my hands on a female, but I had spent the last 36 months and some in jail and over that time my nerves were always on edge. You couldn't let people think you were weak and I wasn't to be fucked with. Period. It had always been that way even before. Renae knew better, she knew I didn't tolerate any form of disrespect.
"Stop!" She constantly tapped my arms to allow her to breathe again.
I let go and instantly went for my keys. I had to get the fuck up out of here.
She rushed in front of the front door, still sobbing and pushing me back.
"How u gon cry over some shit you did? Don't fuckin touch me. You can quit all that shit cause I ain't fallin for it nomoe."
I snatched her away from the door.
"You wanna go fuck on a nigga while I'm in jail? A nigga don't even know if it was just one. That shit grimey as hell."
To say I had a bad temper was an understatement, I was forcing myself to be as calm as I could in this situation. I started clenching my jaws. Just looking at her made me wanna beat her ass, I didn't give a fuck if she was a girl. The one thing I hated most was liars. If you couldn't keep it real with me, you wasn't shit to me.
I wasn't even doing Renae how I could have if I wanted to. I didn't cheat on her and I made sure she had whatever she wanted. I probably would've even wifed her. Matter of fact, I was planning to when my sentence was up. I wasn't the easiest nigga to crack, but when I loved, I loved hard. I'm all the way out there for the people I care about.
"That shit crazy. Mane, these niggas don't even give a fuck bout you. I shouldn't have neitha. You ain't gotta worry bout me nomoe, do you , you good babygirl."
I opened the the door walking out and unlocking the doors to the car.
"Baby please!" She yelled after me, walking hastily behind me.
"I'm so sorry Khari don't leave. I love you, I need you." She stood yelling in front of the car.
I stuck the key into the ignition, starting up the car and fixing the rear view mirror.
"I'll do whatever, it was a mistake. Come back!"
"Keep yo legs closed. But it's clear you can't even do that."
I shook my head and began pulling off, before sticking a blunt between my lips and lighting it.
JOSHUA