Regret

Jealous

Alex Pov

"Alex are you awake?" I hear a high pitched voice ask.

Is it morning already?

"Alleeeeexxxx"

I guess it is

"Alex" poke.

I don't wanna get up, just leave

"Alex" poke

just leave please

"Alex wake up" poke

No

"Alex I'm gonna get a bucket of water. Be right back"

I'll lock my door when you leave.

I feel hot breath on my ear.

"ALEX!"

"AH!" I scream jumping off my bed and landing, face first, on the floor.

"Alex you fell"

I stand up and glare at my 6 year old sister. I glance at the time. 6:30. I sigh. "Thanks Bella" I run my fingers threw my hair. She smiles and puts her arms out. I walk over and pick her up. I walk downstairs and place her in a kitchen chair and grab a bowl. "Which cereal?" I ask. "Lucky Charms!" she screams. I pour in the lucky charms and milk.

" Thank you" she says as I hand her a spoon.

 I ruffle her hair and walk upstairs. I walk into my parent's room. "Morning mom" She looks up from the book she's reading. "Morning, did you make Isabella breakfast?" I nod. "Thx I'm feeling lazy" I laugh and walk into my room and collapse on my bed. 

I don't wanna go anywhere. I don't wanna do anything. I feel like sleeping. I'm not an morning person. Why cant school start around 9? I'd get more sleep.

I drag my self off my bed and get ready.

~School~

"Hey Chase" I smile. "Hey Alex, you look half dead" I scoff. "Thanks, I love good compliments in the morning." Chase laughs.

The bell for first period goes off.

Shit, shit don't panic.

I let out a shakey breath and ran my finger through my hair. I just have to act like my normal flirty self. I'm not letting last night get to me.

"Hey, you alright?" Chase says concerned written all over his face. I put on a smile. "Yep" I say popping the 'p'. Chase gives me a are-really-lying-to-me-right-now look. "We'll talk about it later" I sigh.

"Chase I'm F-"

I stop in mid sentence due to the death glare he's giving me. We walk into our first period and take our seats. "So today..." Mrs. Tines starts but I zone her out.

Why'd she call? What does she want? Maybe she still loves me?

I shake my head.

Love? such a myth. There is no such thing as falling in love. It doesn't exists. Its just a myth. I haven't experienced, even thought I thought I did once.

We'll you love Sammie.

I winced. No I don't.

I glance over at Sammie.

I don't. She's just...a girl.

Its not like she likes me any way. She seems pretty close to Zach.