Not Perfect -Poetry-

Life

From the first breath you take you are told what to think how to act and when to speak. Not that it effects you in any physical way but you wouldn't know anyways. Take a step back and examine your life. Tell me what you see, is your life perfect or at least somewhat misshapen. Now examine another persons life and tell me the differences. You notice a lot don't you and that is because you two are raised differently. Taught to think differently. Taught to speak differently and it affects everyone around you. No a lot of people notice this because no one gives the time of day to change anything about it to make the world better.

To make the world better we all need to stop and realize that life is short and you have wasted most of it thinking these things that ruin your mind. I'd try to help you but I'm trying to reach out to the whole world asking for a change in heart.

My life may be short but I can make some big differences in life if you would just stop and listen to the words I'm trying to write to you. I probably won't post these the same day I write them but that's ok because I have time to continue my life.

I don't attend those silly parties or go out to clubs. I stay home taking care of my pets and siblings. I worry for their lives also because they haven't been alive as long as I have. Can I help anyone? Can I make a change that impacts the world? Will people stop reading this and realize that everyone is messed up. I don't want to leave the world just yet but if I have to then I will.

People say that everyone's life has meaning but does it really have meaning if I am just forced to live the way society wants me too. Sure lgbt marriage is legal in all 50 states but does it really mean anything if people still get treated like dirt. Does it mean anything if I pass high school with all A's if I'm just going to have to follow the rules of someone else for the rest of my life while constantly asking "what if?" Does it mean anything then.

Will my words mean something to someone 50 years from now. Will I live a life not knowing I did these things that changed the world till I die. I don't want to be famous and 5ft underground. Sure I want to be famous but would I risk my family being harassed by strangers every second of everyday. No. I don't want them hurt. Sure they could get used to it but no. I'd rather be a nobody trying to change the world with a private account on Instagram and tumblr. Secretly tweeting famous celebrities trying to get the word out while sitting at home getting no credit for what I did.

Love is love. I created that quote. Or did I? You'll never really know because Google is run buy people who have constant access to all the information wanted and can change it at will.

I don't want to go unnoticed in my life but my life never meant much to begin with. I was born out of happiness but survive by accident. To die in the womb and never see the light sounds pretty scary but I think I am ready for that. I can't currently die in the womb being as I am full grown and waiting to leave but I can still die if I wanted to. It's only one life I'm taking does it really matter then?