We have been friends for a while now. I don't know how to tell you, but I think I have a crush on you.
I don't know what happened, the first time we talked I hated you. I hated your voice, I hated your attitude. I hated your existence.
It has been a month now I don't want you to leave my side. What have you done. I have been reading and you keep popping up in my head. I don't want you here.
Don't ask me to kiss you.
Don't make me touch you.
Affection makes it worse.
I don't want to fall in love with you, I love another.
I can't love you, it's wrong.
I don't know what to do. Please make it stop. I'm not supposed to be feeling this way for you. We can be friends but nothing more. I want to scream. But I want a hug.
I love hugs.
Don't hold my hand.
You can't have feelings for me, can you? I think I have feelings for you. I wanna hold your hand. I wanna hug you. I wanna walk with you everywhere.
I think I wanna love you, but I love another.
What do I do with all the affection I wanna show but can't.
The first time I saw you, I wanted to cry. The second time I saw you I knew you fucked up my life.

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Not Perfect -Poetry-
PoetryStep by step we will meet again. Maybe not in the same form but with the same feelings. Simple Max Rainbow poems. Love, lust and lost in words. Surrounding your whole being until you can no longer live without these words.