Not Perfect -Poetry-

Affection

We have been friends for a while now. I don't know how to tell you, but I think I have a crush on you.

I don't know what happened, the first time we talked I hated you. I hated your voice, I hated your attitude. I hated your existence.

It has been a month now I don't want you to leave my side. What have you done. I have been reading and you keep popping up in my head. I don't want you here.

Don't ask me to kiss you.

Don't make me touch you.

Affection makes it worse.

I don't want to fall in love with you, I love another.

I can't love you, it's wrong.

I don't know what to do. Please make it stop. I'm not supposed to be feeling this way for you. We can be friends but nothing more. I want to scream. But I want a hug.

I love hugs.

Don't hold my hand.

You can't have feelings for me, can you? I think I have feelings for you. I wanna hold your hand. I wanna hug you. I wanna walk with you everywhere.

I think I wanna love you, but I love another.

What do I do with all the affection I wanna show but can't.

The first time I saw you, I wanted to cry. The second time I saw you I knew you fucked up my life.