Not Perfect -Poetry-

I Knew You Lied

I used to care what you think.

I would want to turn back time and redo everything I've ever done wrong.

I want all the good days to be replayed.

But every second I spent with you wasn't even good.

I would follow you around and do what you said.

You controlled me by the leash you called love.

And I listened

I love you

I want to believe it was all true but how do I know if it's true or not.

I would question you everyday about where you've been and what you're doing.

Never would I get an answer.

You said you were at home but I saw you with him.

I knew you lied but I never left.

Maybe I could change you and showed you that I love you.

It never worked.

You'd say "I love you" but you never meant it.

Now I'm standing on the railing and listening to yell for me to stop.
I want to jump.

I can't take this anymore and I just want your love.

Maybe you wanted to love me,

I know now that it's not true.

I can see him in your car. He isn't even phased. You're just the same guy I know.

I'm the same guy that is falling apart at the core just wanting got be loved.

My foot slipped and I hear your scream.

I'm so tired of love.

"I knew you lied"

It's getting dark and I just want to say that I hope you realized.

This bridge is where we shared our first kiss and my last breath.