Not Perfect -Poetry-

Broken Hope

We met at camp.

It was really awkward and I thought you hated me.

Because if it wasn't for me, you would have had a cabin all to yourself.

But I later found out you actually enjoyed my company, and I enjoyed yours as well.

Through out the week I have been telling myself that I don't have feelings for you, that it's just my hormones.
But it simply is not working.

I find myself thinking about you before I go to bed.

You are always on my mind but I'm just glad to be your friend.

Before I came here I didn't have any friends, everyone hated me.

But now I met you and you have accepted my quietness.

I think I love you.

No I cannot be feeling this towards my only friend I won't accept it.

We are back at school and you have introduced me to all your friends. I think they like me, I hope I don't screw up. Also have I told you I love your smile.

You've been smiling a lot lately and I am hoping it's not because of that girl.

I think I'm jealous.

She framed me, I have been trying to tell you...

I love you

But you won't listen. You avoid me. You let them attack me. I'm covered in bruises and blood and I don't know what to do.

I just want to talk but you can't even look at me. I just wanted you and your love.

I love you.

Running away to the first place I think of, the bridge.

I remember bringing you here saying how much it means to me but you don't care anymore.

Crying.

I can't breathe anymore it's pouring now.

I can't believe I was stupid enough to think that I had a chance with you.

How dumb of me.

Climbing the rail I look out at the view,

I didn't even leave a note,
I never got to say I loved you.

One last breathe,

"What are you doing?"

You say,

But I'm already gone.