-you win best new artist while Billie wins no awards
Seeing my girl cry makes me wanna give her a hug
As you see Billie tear up after one of her nominations she failed to win, you excuse yourself from the table. Billie noticing this, furrows up her eyebrows in confusion. She starts to get up but Claudia stops her.
"I'll check on Y/n."
Claudia says as she gets up. Meanwhile you are in the bathroom. Your makeup a mess, your Ralph Lauren Rugby shirt stained from your mascara, not that you cared. You were so upset. If it was you that got all of the nominations and didn't win you wouldn't have bothered showing up.
"Fuck! FUCK!"
You yell as your voice echoes into the bathroom. Thankfully it was just you in there.
"Y/n babes? Are you in here?"
Claudia calls out as the sound of her heels can be heard as she walks into the bathroom. You quickly splash water onto your face and gently dab your face with paper towels.
"Y-yeah."
Your voice cracks. Claudia noticing this pulls you in for a hug. You immediately melt down and cry your eyes out.
"This... is...fucking...bullshit!"
You say through uncontrollable sobs. Claudia just rubs your back gently in comfort.
"I know! I know!"
"Th-they w-worked so hard on the album"
You attempt to control your breathing down. But before Claudia can do anything else Billie calls her asking what's taking you guys so long. Claudia tells her that the two of you will be right out and that's exactly what you do. You splash your face with water again before walking out.
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You carry the big ass box that contains your new Grammy Award. Billie's security helps you get into the car as Billie follows behind. Setting the box in the middle seat you put your hands in your face and bawl your eyes out a third time tonight.
You knew how much effort both Billie and Finneas had put into their album.
Billie feeling upset, unbuckles your seat belt and puts the box into her lap. You scooch into the middle seat. Billie then hands it back to you so you can put it to the side of you.
Billie kisses the top of your head.
"I appreciate you crying for me but I'm alright, honestly!"
Billie tries to reassure you but you knew that she wasn't.
"Bils, no you're not. It's okay to be mad/pissed, how ever the fuck you're feeling."
Billie no longer able to contain her tears back, bawls into your chest.
"I got you, I got you."
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