Changing Fate (Teen Wolf)

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"D-Derek?" I ask recovering from sobs.

"Yeah?"

"What's happening to me?"

"I don't know. Randomly slipping into oblivion isn't normal though." He replies.

"I'm gonna go shower, then you're taking me back to Deaton." I state walking into my bed room. I grab clothes from my dresser and walk into my bathroom. I study my appearance in the mirror for a brief moment: Green eyes, puffy underneath from crying, pale skin, which is normal, long black hair, I look perfectly fine other than the crying part. I start my shower, undress and get in. My mind still not to be trusted. I really wish that this was over, assassins, dead pool, Derek's practically greeting death, Benefactor, hunters, all of it. I just had to come back. I turn off the water, get out, and get dressed. I blow-dry my hair and pull it up into a sloppy bun. I walk out to living room with my shoes in hand.

"Ready?" Derek asks. I drop my shoes and slip them on. "Come on."
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We pull in and I hear distant conversations.

"Is she okay?" Liam.

"She's fine." Scott.

"When'd she wake up?" Liam.

"About an hour ago, Derek took her home for a little bit." Deaton. Derek opens my door for me. I step out slowly, he closes the door when I'm out.

"They're here." Scott. I slowly walk into the room where they are. Sweatpants and a hoodie doesn't exactly say 'I'm fine', I sit back in a chair sliding of my shoes and bringing my legs to my chest. Scott looks at me with a mix of concern and confusion.

"What?" I ask.

"I was about to ask you." Scott replies.

"I'm tired." I answer the question he wanted to ask.

"You just slept for 24 hours!" Stiles says.

"No, I was almost dead for 24 hours reliving memories that I try to block out." I correct. Liam rolls his eyes and sighs.

"Are you okay?" He asks with concern.

"Are you?" I ask, I know what happened while I was out.

"Should be, I'm still waiting for answer though."

"I'm fine, I guess." I shrug. "Do you know what caused it?" I ask Deaton.

"Jason had wolfsbane. It slipped you into a coma. Wolfsbane effects you differently because you evolved." He replies.

"It's never done that. It used to make me shift completely if I was near it." I state.

"Different species do different things." Derek chimes in.

"Why do you care, not like it'll affect you anymore." I practically sneer.

"What memories did you get back?" Derek asks.

"The deepest that were locked away so I didn't shut down." I reply grabbing my keys and leaving.
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I don't know where I was going, or why I snapped. I just drove, eventually I stopped.

I lay on my back on the hood of my car just staring at the sky above. Counting stars, thinking, wondering, remembering.

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The room is dark, cold, and damp. My wrists bound in chains, electricity coursing through my veins. My hair down in front of my face hiding the healing cuts and bruises. Only in a bra and ripped jeans from a whip slicing through my clothes. They've asked questions, one's without meaning, they've beat me, stabbed me, electrocuted me, right now I felt like I could handle anything, I'd already shown them that they can't break me, now matter how hard they try. You can burn my family alive, force me to kill my first love, take my mother's life right in front if me, but you will never break me. I'm stronger than that, a lot stronger. I wrap my arms around the chains and prepare for the worst. Electricity jolts through my body as a whip slashes against my back. I easily hold back screams, it didn't take long to get use to the pain. I'm not sure if my body can handle much more though, I could die any second.