Changing Fate (Teen Wolf)

Broken

LIAM

I pace back and forth in Sabe's loft, anxiety becoming a problem. She jumped off a fucking cliff. What the fuck was she thinking!?! Derek thinks it's best that I'm not in the same room as Sabe when they force her body to heal. Deaton said she knew exactly what was happening, just she couldn't stop it. I run a hand down my face and plant myself on the couch. This is just too much. Sabe could've already been dead when I found her. This would be pointless, hell this is pointless. Trying to force her body to heal, she'll heal on her own if she's still alive.
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LASABERA

I'm trapped in my own twisted mind, my mind and heart at war. I have no idea what's going on, I have no idea if they're gonna try to save me. Part of me knew what I was doing, another had no clue. The only sound to be my innermost thoughts, the only sight to be utter darkness, the only taste to be blood, the only feeling to be pain, the only scent to be foreign. If I stay, or if I go.

My world has fallen apart faster than my wings can carry me home. My mind at war with my soul. It's as if the walls have come crashing down inside me. What once kept me strong, hast make me weak, what once made me weak, hast perished. Our strengths become our weaknesses, but then we fall.

A sharp pain in my stomach makes me wake up with a scream.

"Hey, easy easy." Derek says placing his hands on my shoulders to hold me still. I breathe erratically not knowing what's happened. My head starts to whirl a little.

"Wha-what-what ha-happened?" I breathe.

"You jumped off a cliff." He whispers.

"I feel tir-" I feel my head hit something hard.

"Liam, I need some help!"
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My flutter open, the world seems hazy, I remember everything. My hand subconsciously moves to my chest feeling for a heartbeat. I exhale when I finally get one. I sit up slowly and swing my legs off the bed. I stand before instantly falling back on the bed. Liam walks in and sits beside me.

"How do you feel?" He merely whispers.

"Okay, I guess. I couldn't stop it Liam, I had no control over what my body was doing. I-I wanted to come back, I just couldn't. The second my feet left the ground, I didn't know what was gonna happen. I wanted to come back. I remember flashes of memory then-then-then-then nothing! It-It- It was- it was like oblivion all over again, but-but it was worse. I wanted- I wanted to come back." I say.

"I know Sabe, I'm not angry. Yes, I'm disappointed a little, yes, I wished you would've stopped it, but I'm not angry. You couldn't do anything about it, it's not your fault." Liam sighs a little louder.

I wrap my arms around his neck and pull him into a tight hug. Liam wraps his around my waist and keeps his hold on me. I bury my nose in the crook of his neck breathing in his calming scent. We sit in silence embracing each other. It felt good being back in his arms. Feeling his touch, how his warmth was soothing, how every word was a lullaby, how his scent was my own personal heroin. Liam has always been the one. I never felt like this with Steven. I never loved Steven, yes I liked him, but not enough to need him. Not enough so that when you see him standing down the hallway and you can't breathe until your with him. Not enough to where you want to die in their arms, that you want them to hold you forever, that if they die, you'll go absolutely out of your fucking mind. That's what it's like with Liam.

"I love you." I mumble against his neck. Warm lips press against my temple.

"I love you too." Liam whispers.
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After the game, Liam and I snuck into his house so no one would come by while we were on our own. Mason has been calling Liam like crazy, he even tried my phone multiple times. We've been ignoring it completely, besides we have better things that we're caught up in.