Sleep (a MCR fanfiction)

Do you belive in love at first sight?

I felt terrible. I've been friends with Alex for so long, and she just ditches me because I'm not cool enough! I trusted her. With everything. She throws all of my trust away. I feel like I'll never be able to trust anyone again. Knowing Alex she would tell everyone about everything about me. I can't believe her. Who wouldn't leave you? Just look at you.
Ugly.
Weird.
Gross.
Emo.
Freak.
Screw up.
How do you know your just my imagination. What was going on with me. I'm going insane that's what. No one wants an insane person ya'know. The boys are just throwing you a pity party. Shut up shut up SHUT UP! I can't take this anymore! The voice in my head was getting stronger and stronger all the time. Always having a down side on everything! Always! I'm losing it. How could just 1 person make me lose my mind. It's not just Alex. It's your parents, Chris, Frank. Who you obviously like. The voice was right it was a combination of everything.
    "Jacky!? Jay!? Hello?" Thank God Frank pulled me out if my thoughts!
    "Screw her! She's a brat anyway!" Ray retorted. He then set his hand down.....right on my cupcake.
      "Bwaahaha my hands in a cupcake!" This made me laugh. Ray was funny. Like really funny.
         "Awe my beautiful cupcake is gone!" I said theatrically hugging Frank. I liked-scratch that loved Franks hugs. They were so warm and soft. He hugged me back wrapping his arms around me. I didn't want him to let go. Thankfully he didn't. Yay! He always said he hated hugs but I he says he felt different about our hugs. That made me so happy because I love hugs. Hugs hugs hugs. Hahaha.
         "Whatcha laughing about?" Frank said smiling.
           "Oh nothing." I said then he started tickling me trying to get answers out. But I won and didn't spill.
            "I'm a tough cookie Mr.Iero!" I says burring my head in his chest. I wish I could fall asleep right here in Franks arms. He makes me so happy. The guys did to. But not like Frank did, he gave me a warm fuzzy feeling in my stomach. Possibly called L.O.V.E. I knew from the minute I saw Frank that he was special. Hopefully one say he'll be extra special if you know what I mean.

      Lunch was soon over and we carried on with our day I only had 1 class to look forward to. History. Yeah yeah I know it's boring. Not for me though. With out knowing about the past how are we going to im prove? The past has given us everything we have today. Light, computers, phones, A/C, lightning rods, freedom, equality, and so much more. My favorite historical events were Wars and Battles. Everything was so strategic. The generals and commanders were so smart in the stage of emergency. Your such a dork. I'm just smart unlike you!

Ok so here is the next chapter! Sorry it's kinda short and idk why im updating at 1am. Haha. Also I have a Vic Fuentes fanfic that you should check out called Scream Until there's nothing left. I was also wondering if I'd be cool with you guys if I put a pic of me as Jacky. I couldn't find anything that looks like I want if to and I kinda based looks off me. I know I'm weird. So comment
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Lynzie