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Ok so I just wanted to talk to you guys about me! I'm 12.13 in December I'm in 7th grade. I was told that I was loved by a boy and it really freaked me out. For so long i was verbally and mentally suffocating because I thought no one would ever love me with all my flaws, scars, awkwardness, and being the slightest bit bi polar. Don't let anyone do that to you. I had no one to talk to for 3 months not even my family. I trusted no one and I was not treated like a human. I now go to school and have the best friends even. It gets better. I know that if you are at that point where you are thinking that suicide will help or cutting will help but it doesn't it only makes you weaker. I made a promise to myself that I would never pick up a blade again. It get better I promise. I have never ever broken a promise. So just hold on and be brave little solider you'll do great things.

I will leave you with a quote from Gerard Way

"There come a time when you have to stand up and say "this is me da**it. I look the way I look, think the way I think, feel the way I feel, love the way I love. I am he whole complex package. Take me or...leave me. Accept me or...walk away. Don't try to make me feel like a lesser person. Just because I don't fit your idea of who I should be and don't try to change me to fit your mould. If I need to change I will make that decision on my own. Be yourself don't take anything from anybody and never let them take you alive."

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