Sleep (a MCR fanfiction)

Ill always protect you. I promise.

                    Jacky's POV:
I woke up to Frank holding me rocking me back and forth softly singing I Miss You by Blink-182. I didn't look up or try to hold back my tears.

"We'll talk when your ready. No school for us tomorrow just you and me whatever you wanna do, ok"

"Ok. I love you Frank."

"I love you too, Jacky." We laid back talking about music and some of our favorite things. Frank dried the last of my tears.

"I don't wanna fall back asleep. I-I'm to afraid to have the dream again. I was in a room just 4 white walls. I was sitting on the bed with 6 pills in my hand. The voices were screaming at me. I yelled for you but.. No one came. You all left me. I had no one. I was no one. I am no one with out you and the other guys. Never leave me, Frank. Please. Please don't leave me." I finished looking at him.

"Never. I'll always be right here by your side. Ray, Geared, Mikey, and I are your family which means no one sits alone at the mental hospital." We chuckled a little.

"When I'm with you Frank, there are no voices. Whenever I sleep I get night terrors. ( a lot worse than nightmares). It's like my mind hates you and takes you away from me. I don't want you to be taken way from me. You make me safe, and happy. You make me feel like nothing can ever hurt me ever again."

"I may not be able to protect you from the night terrors or voices, but I'll try. Trying will get us somewhere. Even if you feel like your stuck your just..slowing down but your still moving and always always in the right direction. You don't have to face this alone. You have us. You'll never be alone and you never be forgotten." He smiled and gave me a kiss on the lips. We didn't fall back asleep we just sat and talked. Like normal people. To bad your not.
"Shut up" i muttered.

"What was that." Frank asked.

"Nothing its fine."

"Okay. Every Time you hear that voice tell me. Ok."

"Ok." Sighed. This was going to be hard. I wish that i was normal and not me. I want to be someone else. Not me. Not Jacky. Frank wants Jacky though. From now on I'm not thinking bad about myself. For every bad thing i think i have to think of 2 good things.

"I love you." I said

"I love you too."

Ok happy chapters will be coming soon. I promise. My school will be starting kinda soon. Noooo! Ok here is a little back round on night terrors. Night terrors are when you have a dream that has your worst fear in it times 1,000,000,000. You cant wake up from them. You have to let it play out. They never end good and you'll have the same dream over and over again for a few days. They suck. Have you ever had a night terror?
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