Rebellious Saints

Love or Tragedy

CHAPTER 21: LOVE OR TRAGEDY 

***Jai's POV***

I sat by the shimmering pool, cradling Sen. She was silent starring down into the light, rippling waters. My mouth was resting on her head like a nonstop kiss. She was scared. I was scared.  

I took a deep breath and exhaled, trying to let out all my fears and frustration.  

"Do you... think the baby would be OK?" She said which broke the silence, besides the head throbbing music in the background as the full house still enjoyed itself. 

"I don't know," I shrugged as I felt my throat tighten letting me know I was close to crying. "I just hope so." I said, my voice faded as my throat tightened more as if it was the reason why tears began making small streams down my face.

***Kaye's POV*** 

I leaned against the bare wall as I took another small gulp of Vodka out of my black solo cup. I watched the party still go on, as if nothing ever happened, everyone was still in their moment, even at 3 o'clock in the morning. My eyes grew heavy as I leaned my head back. The loud bass from Can't Hold Us by Macklemore traveled from the wall to my head. I took a deep breath, trying to go back to my younger days, when drama was just when your best friend kissed your only Guy friend, or when you get called a whore because... well just because that's what people called you, even though you've only had one boyfriend ever. I miss when I never cried. I miss when I was saying "fuck you." to everyone who I frankly didn't really care for. I miss my mom.  

"Are you OK?" Someone broke my moment. I opened one eye to see Kan starring at me with big eyes. 

"Yeah." I said lifting myself off of the wall and chugging down the rest of my sorrow. 

"You sure? You want to go home?"  

"Now you know damn well I'm not going home." I walked over to the bar to get another refill. Kan was silent when she followed me."Why? Do you want to go home?" I asked her, she made a noise which basically said yes. "Well I guess you have to get a ride. I'm not going home anytime soon." I walked past her with my full cup. I don't really know where I was going to go or what I was doing but going home wasn't on the list.  

I slowly turned to corner to Myke's bedroom door. I took a sip of my drink as I stumbled in. Surprisingly empty, I sat on the soft bed and placed my cup on the nightstand that held Myke's wallets, a series of gold watches and chains, shades and sunglasses, and other things. I kicked off my heels and laid on the bed. "He wont mind." I thought before shutting my eyes.

***Myke's POV***  

"When is this over?" Ellie turned to me. I sipped a bottle of water to drown out all the alcohol I had.  

"I couldn't tell you. You can leave if you want." I told her. She nodded then looked back down at her laptop. I stepped away from the DJ booth and leaned on the wall and took another sip. I just took everything in, all the mixed emotions going on, the joy and lustful feel the crowd gave off made me feel somewhat accomplished of myself. I rested my head in the wall and took another sip.

***Sen's POV*** 

I snapped myself out of the smooth trance the glitzy water led me into. Jai had his arms around me.  

"Babe?" I broke our silence. 

"H'm?" 

"Are we staying the night?" 

"We can if you want." I turned to see him, his eyes where a bit puffy from him crying. I set my hand on his soft face and brought him down for a kiss, just for the comfort. He tightened his grip around me as I closed my eyes and drifted of into our kiss.