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Shattered Bond To A New One

It's a long one. 10494 words to be exact.

Y/N's POV:

     Pain. Undeniable pain is all I feel. For five years I've been in pain and I can't stop it. I don't see how she can do this. I've done nothing to deserve this.

   I was a loyal and loving mate but I guess I wasn't enough for her. We were together for four years and I've felt nothing but bliss.

  For so long I had finally found my mate. She was hurt badly and I stayed by her side through it all. I provided comfort, love, compassion but still it wasn't enough.

"Y/n," my pure black broken filled eyes look up at my twin brother Edward who gives me a soft sad look. I look away from him and out the window.

   I'm sorry. Are my thoughts too loud? No never. He sits next to me and wraps his arms around me then pulls me into his side. We both slightly have the same gift. He can read minds as I can but I can also manipulate their thoughts.

  I lean my head on his shoulder. You know maybe father was right. Maybe I don't deserve love. My own mate doesn't even love me anymore. I guess I really am a freak.

No. That cruel man isn't right. You are my twin sister and I love you. Carlisle and Esme love you. You deserve to be loved right. You are not nor will you ever be a freak.

The corner of my lips loft slightly at that before I go rigid as the front door opens and in comes the woman who is shattering my soul and the boy who's helping her.

   Edward growls quietly at them as they ignore us and begin kissing. I whimper very quietly where only my twin hears.

   "Come on, Y/n. It's time to hunt," Edward says pulling me up with him and heads towards the front door.

  "When will you be back?" I pause slightly as her voice traveled into my ears. Just ignore her, Y/n. Focus on me, bubs.

   Okay. I continue my way doing as my brother says ignoring her, them. A large hand grabs around of my arm, "don't ignore her. She's talking to you!"

   I deep growl rumbles out of my chest and I quickly rip his arm off then slam him into the wall with my hands around his neck as he cries out in pain.

"You do not order me, boy. I'm older and stronger. It's a fight you won't win," I snarl out with my venom dripping from my fangs as I tighten my hold watching cracks appear on his neck.

Soft hands grab ahold of my arms and begins pulling. "Leave him alone, Y/n! He didn't do anything to you!" She exclaims and my attention turns to her.

   Our eyes connect and just for a second I see her falter. Her eyes show agony before it goes away. "You know there was a time you defended me this way. I guess I was too much of a freak for you. Right?" I brokenly say and she stays silent.

   I chuckle humorlessly and nod. "Just hope he was worth it. I hope you both rot in hell," I spit making her flinch.

  "Y/n, come on," Edward softly says setting a hand on my shoulder and I look away from her towards my brother.

    Come on. Forget them. Let's go. Venom tears well up in my eyes that won't ever fall and I blink before letting the boy go.

   He coughs weakly and I sped out of the house with Edward next to me. We go deep into the mountains to not be disturbed.

   I slide to a stop and fall to my knees staring blankly at the mud. "What did I do that was so wrong? I-I gave her anything and everything. I did everything a good mate was supposed to do. But once that boy came the one she wanted to save, everything went downhill. Is it because I'm not a full man like he is? I'm a goddamn monster! I wish I wasn't born like this! Carlisle should've just let me die!" I start off in a heartbroken tone before angrily saying with sobs.