friends with benefits (cake a.u.) [completed]

ten

"In what way?" he continued to ask.

"You're still clueless aren't you?" I turned to him and stared at him in the eye.

I saw my reflection from his watery blue eyes and my heart felt like it was going to stop functioning.

"I-I mean, I know that I've haven't given you an answer but it's just, I really don't know Calum..." He hangs his head down in sadness.

"Calum, I really missed you. Not in the sexual way like you think I did back in the elevator. I missed your voice, your personality and how you like to constantly tease me. Sometimes I just want to have you in my arms all day and cuddle with you and all those cute and fluffy stuff you know? You make me so fucking comfortable being myself," he blurts out and I stared at him in shock.

"You make my self-confidence shoot up like a rocket when you're around and you're like a really nice person who helps me with all the shit I don't know and I just really like your company I guess..."

I just sat here, frozen and unable to say anything.

A glistening tear escapes from the corner of his right eye, detaching itself and slowly sliding down his smooth cheek.

He tugged my hand, motioning me to go over to him. I let him. He pulled me into his lap and hugged me tightly, burying his face into my shoulder.

Stunned, but yet somewhat satisfying. I was in his arms again, and he was in mine, just like it was supposed to be.

I didn't know what to reply. My feelings were mixed up like a recipe for soup - it was bitter, hurtful, yet very soothing, knowing how much I meant to him.

I wasn't just a toy.

"I'm sorry," he mumbled into my shirt, his breath hitching.

"It's okay..." I replied, rubbing circles on his back. "I missed you too, like a lot."

His grip on me got even tighter as he tried to calm himself down. I placed tiny kisses on his neck trying to soothe him as he hiccuped.

"Lie down," I whispered in his ear while nibbling his earlobe.

He sniffed as he proceeded to do what I told him to do, holding onto my waist as he lowered himself down.

"I'm sorry Luke," and before he could protest that I did nothing wrong when I really have, I leaned down and my lips met his.

I let my hands slide slowly to the back of his neck, tilting him slightly as I kissed him softly.

"I missed you so much," I whined with the breath I had while I snogged him, with him kissing back slightly.

"I'm so, so sorry," I apologized repeatedly and he nodded, telling me that it was not my fault.

I let him explore my cavern since I always won and it was satisfying, more satisfying than winning.

I didn't know what was happening. All I thought of was kissing him and wanting to love him again. I didn't want to stay mad at him, I never want to be mad at him. In the first place, I didn't even know why I got so mad.

After he was done, I shifted my head down to his neck and started to find his sensitive spot. I nibbled and licked the skin as his hands fell from my waist to my butt and now the insides of my thighs.

"Cal-um," he moaned and I smiled against his neck, knowing that I hit the spot.

I started marking him on his collarbone, licking, sucking, biting and he made sounds that were music to my ears. Really good music.

"I love you, Luke," I mumbled against his skin and he hummed.

I turned both of us to a position where we are now on our sides, my hands still around his neck and his hands still on my thigh. He pushed my legs around his and grabbed my butt.

"I love this," I told him and he gave me a smile.

"You're not pissed at me anymore?" He asked me and I shook my head as hard as I could.

"If I'm ever pissed at you, just know that I still love you more than I'm pissed at you, okay?" I mumbled, my finger tracing on the hickey I gave him, making him flinch.

"Okay," he gave my butt a squeeze and I sat up.

"Where are you going?" He asked as I gave him a peck on his lips.

"Soccer," I replied as stood up to change into my training kit.

"Why?" He cocked an eyebrow.

"I have practice today and I was thinking about skipping it to take care of you because of your hangover but you seem alright now so I guess I should go anyway," I explained to him and he pouted.

"Don't go!" He protested and I shook my head, slipping my jersey on.

"I have a really really big headache right now," he clutched his head pretentiously and walked towards me.

"Oh yeah?" I grinned at him and pull him towards me.

"Yeah," he giggled.

I kissed his forehead and pinch his cheek.

"I need to go for practice if not I can't get into the school team Luke. You want me to get into the school team don't you?" I reasoned with him and he nodded.

"Can I at least watch you practice?" He asked and I agreed.

"Go put on something comfortable," I said as I walk out of the room, leaving him all by himself to change.

***

I was all sweaty and shit by the time practice ended. The built-up lactic acid hurt my aching calf muscles and my jersey was drenched in at least 5 litres of my sweat.

I ran up to Luke, who was sat on the bleachers as he tossed me my bottle and I sat down a little further away from him, not wanting my sweaty self to contaminate his clean one.

"You were good out there," he smiled at me and I thanked him.

"Wanna get dinner later tonight?" He asked and I nodded.

He gave me my towel to head to the showers clean myself up, packing my stuff up and following behind me.

You could say he was like my manager.

Hi guys lolol.

Sorry I haven't updated in like a week. I was kinda busy with all the tests and shit I have in school and yeah I didn't really have much motivation to write. Plus I'm sorry if this chapter is cliche and shit. I just hate making them fight.

Thanks for all the birthday wishes and 800+ VIEWS AND 160 VOTES LIKE WOW WOOHOO!!!

Btw don't expect much smut for future chapters even though they're friends with benefits because it isn't the actual point of the whole story? The plot will be more boring (like I'm legit gonna put them in a library together to study lol) but there will be fluff. Also you can give me ideas if you don't like what I'm doing, I'm fine with constructive criticism!

I hope you're having a wonderful day, it's a public holiday today and I'm just chilling on my bed.

xoxo
-nie