Let's Have Fun || Tronnor AU

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//Troye's POV//

I did it! I fucking did it! I told Connor I was gay!

And let me tell you now, this is for sure the best day of my life. This is the best decision of my life. This is the most fulfilling sensation I have ever experienced!

I don't know why I had been so snervous -which is scared and nervous. I know I'm queen, bow down.

When I woke up in the arms of Connor, and the memory of what had happen that same morning, I had immediately smiled so much it almost broke my face.

I have to tell Zoe now! My mind tells me, but my heart screams a lot louder, Stay in bed with Connor!

Which option did I take you ask? Well have you heard of the saying, "Always follow your heart"?

It only takes a few minutes of me staring fondly at him as he sleeps before he begins to move slightly. Pulling me tighter into his chest before he opens his eyes slowly. Letting the sunlight that shines through the cracks in his blinds soak through his beautiful green eyes.

"Good morning, Troye the boy." His sexy as hell morning voice speaks, again pulling my waist even closer to his body.

"G' morning." I reply, continuing to examine his gorgeous eyes carefully. After several minutes of silence, gazing in the others eyes and cuddling (totally platonic), I say the only words I know how to express at the moment, "Thank you."

"For what?" His eye brow furrows, casually bringing his hand, that isn't holding my waist tightly to him, playing carelessly with my hair.

"For just being there, especially last night." Happy thoughts of what had happened flash continuously in my mind.

"You mean this morning." He jokes, giggling when I flick his arm playfully. "No but seriously, there's literally no reason to thank me. I should be thanking you for letting me know every detail of your life now."

"I don't know why I didn't just tell you earlier, It feels so great now that the most important person in my life knows a big part of my life." I sigh, but still keeping the smile on my face.

"I think its great that you waited. You told me when you were ready for me to know. No one can except you till you fully except yourself. Now lets go downstairs and get breakfast! Its getting late." He flashes me the lock screen of his phone that reads 11:46 AM. Damn.

He always know what to say.

We both hop out of the bed, effortlessly making the bed. Turning towards each other, my eyes widen when I see him shirtless. How did I not notice this before?! It takes all my willpower to not stare at his shirtless, well tone, abs that are literally perfection. "Besides, now we can stare at boys together." He nudges my arm slightly with a laugh before walking out of the room, leaving me alone to my thoughts.

Walking into the kitchen, Alfie and Zoe are sitting at the dinning table eating pancakes. They must have woke up late as well. Across from them sits two extra plates, piled with about four pancakes each. Praise Zoe!

We all great each other a good morning before sitting in our silently assigned seats. Zoe and Alfie next to each other, Connor across from Zoe, Myself facing Alfie.

"I think ill enjoy seeing a shirtless Connor every morning because damn Connor." Zoe jokingly fans her face. Alfie choking on his orange juice, staring widely at his girlfriend. She shrugs at his reaction, continuing to chew on a piece of the pancake goodness. "Right Troye?" She winks as if I should take this opportunity and tell Connor about my sexuality.

"Zoe, I already know." Connor laughs at our friend who drops her fork in surprise. Looking at me with a smirk. Oh no.

I quickly shake me head in fear, making sure that Connor didn't see. He does not need to know my other secret. She nods her head, understanding that he doesn't know how deeply infatuated I am with him.

Take notice that I say 'infatuated' instead of 'love'. My feelings on the word "love" is a very complicated topic. How I see it is that love is the most overused word in the English language. I don't understand how someone could love another without being in an actual relationship. Yes, you may love your favorite music artist or actor or food or celebrity or hell you may love your bed! The list goes on and on. But the difference is that you are not in love with them.

In other words, I love Connor but I'm not in love with Connor.

We are only friends.

I can only dream of the day where I can add the 'in' to the three other important words.

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Someone tell me, did that make any sense?

Have y'all heard Drag Me Down?!?! bc holy shITTT!!

~Larissa xx