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//Troye's POV//

"Can I talk to you for a moment Troye Sivan?" Tyler asked me after we had all finished dinner. I nodded my head before following him into the front room.

"What's up, Tilly?" He sits down on the couch, patting the spot next to him.

"So when are you going to tell Connor that you like him?" He asks straight up. I cough and scratching the back of my neck, avoiding his gaze.

"Uh- is it that obvious?" I ask, and at the corner of my eye I see his eyes brighten and his smile widen.

"Yes but don't worry because obviously the feeling is mutual." He spoke like it was a fact that every person knew.

But yeah, right! Connor would never like someone like me when he could have anyone else. Someone like Joey or Tyler even! Besides, Connor basically confirmed he was crushing on Joey when he called me out and asked why I am always 'so cold towards him', or whatever he said.

"HA! You're funny Ty. Good joke." I pat him on the back, standing up about to walk away when he grabs my wrist and pulls me back onto the couch.

"Troye, stop underestimating yourself. I'm sure that Connor likes you." He tried to convince me but I wasn't having it.

"He just found out I was gay early this morning. Its impossible for him to already have a crush on me." I argue back. Sticking to my gut, and my gut says that Connor will never like me.

"What if he liked you when he thought you were straight?" I roll my eyes at his response, because he doesn't know what else to say to make me believe for a second that my long time crush would ever, in a million years, even consider, me better then any of the other billion guys he could have.

"Nice chat Tyler." I say and quickly leave before he can grab my hand again. Rushing to go sit with the rest who have made the decision to watch 50 First Dates starring Adam Sandler and Drew Barrymore. Zoe and Alfie shared a blanket all to themselves, cuddling together. Joey sitting on the floor with his back against the couch Connor had sat at.

I grabbed a blanket of my own and was about to snuggle myself into the comfy loveseat but I heard Connor speak, "Trooooo!" I looked up and he had his arms extended. "Cuddle with me?" He shyly asked. I chuckled before agreeing because who am I to turn down the chance to cuddle with the one and only Connor Franta.

Tyler had entered a moment later and sat on the loveseat I had previously intended on making acquaintances with. We turned off all the lights and pressed play on the film and all the talking had dimmed down completely, everyone paying close attention to the television.

While watching the way Henry had put so much effort into making Lucy fall for him every single day, I realized how much I craved for that love. Not that I would ever want the misfortune of loosing all of my short term memory, but the way Henry went through the pain and endeavor just for Lucy, it was beautiful and I wanted something like that.

My thoughts were cut short when I felt Connor's arms pull me as close to his body as humanly possible. My breathing increased when the sensation of Connors breath on my neck made my whole body tingle, giving me goosebumps and having my hairs on my back stand on edge.

I was so focused on making sure my breathing was at a normal rate to notice that Connor had rested his lips on my shoulder, not moving but paying full attention to the story in front of us unfold. Its like he was taunting me and he knew exactly which buttons to push to get me going. On the outside it would look like I was calm and very well put together. But on the inside, there was a crazy thunder storm, screaming and begging to be heard and terrified of.

You see, its not that Connor and I hadn't cuddled before, but for being just platonic friends; we were wrapped in each others arms quite a lot. And I think I have been enjoying it more then I should.

The movie was doing a terrible job at distracting me when I can still hear my thoughts running a mile a minute, so I moved my attention towards the other people in the room. Zalfie sat in a similar position as Connor and I but unlike me, Zoe looked like she was still breathing. On the floor Joey had cuddled up in the blanket, laughing at all the jokes that were made. When I changed my attention to the person on the love seat, I could see that Tyler had already been focused on me. With a giant smirk planted on his face, he made his hands form into a heart formation, then brought them up so his hands would make a frame around Connor and my figures.

I so badly prayed that Connor hadn't seen him but the universe was obviously against me when I felt Connor whisper in my ear in a low and soft voice that was so fucking sexy I could die, "Our friends sure do ship us together a lot huh?"

"Oh- uh- yeah, I guess they do." I try to laugh but my voice gets caught in my throat so it ends up sounding like the whale from Finding Nemo. Real fucking smooth, Troye.

When the next sentence leaves his mouth I know if I even try to utter any words I will one hundred percent sound like the same whale, except dying. That's why I stay extremely quite and still when I hear, "I don't blame them, I mean, we would look like such a cute couple."

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TROYE MET CONNORS PARENTS AND THIS IS AMAZING AND ITS JUST SO MUCH TO TAKE IN! :'(

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~Larissa xx.

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