Revenge. A word that can blindfold people and prevent them from seeing the light around them. It can destroy lives and love. It's not meant to be kept in the heart but sometimes it just stays there.
Jungkook could never forgive the person who destr...
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"What is this hyung?" Jungkook questioned looking at the older with his confused doe eyes. "A will." Ji-ung informed. "Tae was scared that he might not make it through the baby's delivery process. His heart condition couldn't be trusted. So he wrote and legalised this will before Haneul's birth. He wanted to make sure that Han-Gyoel does not get the thing for which he destroyed so many lives. He wanted to make sure that you and the others were safe from his clutches. This will states that after him all his property will be yours."
Hearing him Jungkook looked towards the floor. "He always thought about me. Didn't he?" His voice was low and full of emotions. He missed Taehyung so much. He so badly wanted to embrace him and take in his addicting scent. "Yes he did. This is why he also wrote you a letter." Ji-ung said handing him a smaller envelope.
"I am hopeful that everything will turn out absolutely well in the end but I still want you to read this letter. I want you to realise how much Taehyung has loved you till now and to make sure that you value that same love in the future. My brother has gone through enough and now I want you to make a fairytale for him. Even if it takes an eternity to gain his love again, I want you to keep trying and be there for him always. Learn your lesson Jungkook. Learn to read what is inside your loved one's eyes and not what is shown to you. I hope you become a better man for him after going through this piece of paper."
The ravenette gulped and looked at the letter in his hand intently, nodding thereafter. Mouthing a small 'thank you' he quickly walked out of the cabin. A few minutes later he was inside his car all alone. With shaking hands and glassy eyes he opened the envelope. Gently he took out the letter and started reading the message his love had written for him.
Hey Kook!
If you're reading this then I'm definitely not there with you anymore. (Oh my god. Writing a letter is really awkward Kook). It's just how things sadly turned out to be because if I was given a choice then I would have stuck to you for eternity.
When I was on the verge of losing myself you miraculously came to me with that book in your hand. That meeting was so random but after that my life just got better and better. The love you gave me was priceless and eternal. The way you held me. The way you looked at me. Everything filled me up with a new warmth of compassion. You were the missing piece of my soul and I was lucky enough to find it.
Our love has gone through so much. So many misunderstandings. So many problems but it never faded. We both know it. Our minds might have had some other thoughts but our hearts always knew the reality. We were just too dumb and adamant to listen to it. But it's okay because we are humans after all. Mortals that make mistakes all the time.
Our time together might have come to an end now but our love is eternal. I might not be with you in person but I'll always be there with you in your heart. Losing someone is not easy. I know that Kook. We both know it. It makes you feel empty. It makes you feel as if you have no happiness left in your life.
But is it fair Kook? Associating our happiness and our entire life to that feeling of despair? No it's not. Happiness shouldn't be stereotyped. It's a beautiful feeling that can come in the most unexpected way. It's already there around you. All you have to do is open your eyes and identify it. It might be difficult in the beginning. It's not easy to come out of your sorrows but you'll definitely be able to do it. I trust you Kook.
And as far as I am concerned, I have so much to apologize for. Sorry for not being with you. Sorry for giving you pain. Sorry for not being able to embrace you and wipe your tears. Sorry for every bad decision I took but it was our fate. Something that we couldn't control.
But was it sad? Nah! Not even a single percent. We might have had some sad moments in our life but just think about it Kook. Think about all those amusement park dates. Think about all those nights together, those celebrations we had and the happiness we felt. Think about the laughs, tears and smiles we had together. All those beautiful memories are so much more than those few bad days.
It's okay to cry for sometime. It's okay to feel sad but don't dwell on it. Don't let me be a painful memory in your life. Instead celebrate me. Let the memories we created together warm your insides and make you feel small tingles of happiness. Remember me as a beautiful chapter of your life. A chapter that might be over now but will always be a beautiful memory to you. A chapter that doesn't make you weak but stronger instead.
You will do that for me. Right? I have full faith in you. You are my Jungkook and you can do anything.
Always remember this: I will never stop loving you.
Bye love.
Jungkook leaned back on the car seat with tears flowing freely from his eyes. A sudden pain and warmth was flowing through his body as those words sank in. He cried loudly thinking of what might have happened if he had read this letter in the circumstances it was suppose to be read in. Just that thought was enough to cause an emmense pain inside his heart.
I've caused enough damage. Now I'll love and trust him like no other. I'll try to make everything alright. He thought to himself and wiped away the tears cascading down his cheeks. The warm rays of the sun slowly penetrated the tinted windows, showing him their warmth and in that moment he somehow knew that.......
Everything will be just fine in the end.
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Sorry for the delay. There was some network issue yesterday. Enjoy lovely people. ❤
