𝑨𝒅𝒅𝒊𝒄𝒕𝒆𝒅 𝒕𝒐 𝒚𝒐𝒖

29.

9 months later

— Sienna's pov —
i woke up to winter scratching the fuck out of me.

"what the fuck" i whispered annoyed then covered myself with my blankets. after what i would say 45 minutes i got up and got ready for training.

"not gonna eat anything?" eric's grandma asked, "i would but im late for training ma'am" i said filling my water bottle up.

"sienna" she said with her hand in her hip, "i know sorry amara" i smiled and she smiled back "better".

eric has been gone for about 3 months so it's just been amara and i for the past couple of months, there used to be body guards and all though they would be disguised amara started to find them weird and thought about calling the cops on them so we got rid of them.

a part of me wishes we wouldn't lie to her about it but then again she is an old lady and such news could have a huge impact on her. to be honest i like it this way either ways, just amara and me...and winter.

about 2 month ago mattia and mariano came by for a week which was great. i really like mariano's company, but at the same time there's times i look at him and all i can see is spencer. all that does is just take me back to that day, no matter how much i've tried moving forward and forgive him that still comes to mind but then again it was his baby.

the day mariano told me what happened the night we got back to david's house has not left my mind at all...no one ever mentioned it, i have not heard a single word about the fact that spencer went in to turn himself in, he was about to get killed in front of all these guys, the ones that he grew up with.

unfortunately, mariano got interrupted before he could explain anything to me that night.

"wait what?"

mariano gave me a look, suprised to have seen my reaction, "no one told you?" and i shook my head.

he sighed and for a few seconds there was silence.

"listen i know you may hate him for what he did but you don't deserve to be hidden the truth...from what rose told me, he knew your dad was going to kill him after what happened, he knew to never show up ever again if he wanted to live...that night he went back to pay for what he did-"

"mariano jay said you're leaving." eric said. and we were both jumped to the sound of his voice.

"give me one second" he looked at him and eric did not look nowhere near happy, "you don't need a second...like i said you're leaving." he said.

mariano who was now standing looking back at me and eric decided to walk away, "hiding things from her won't get you anywhere" he said then left.

and nothing about spencer or that night has been brought up ever again.

so we just went on with our lives, except me.

i sighed at the thought of everything then got in the car and headed to the gym. we have an in home gym but getting out of the house makes me feel better.

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i walked into the should and heard multiple voices come from the living room.