Silently...

Part: 27

Hearing 'Arjun Sir', his mind went to Riya. Her care, concern, support and unconditional silent love for him again flashed in front of his eyes and without thinking anything He kissed her.

This kiss was the result of what, he did not know. He didn't have any idea how he lost control over himself and kissed her. That kiss was not the calculated one. It happened in that moment. When he was kissing her, he was living the moment with Riya, he was feeling her, his heart wanted to believe that she was there with her. He knew after reading the letter and diary what she went through, and he wanted to erase those pains. On the other side, surprisingly, Naina also let that kiss happen. She not for a second stop Arjun. By seeing her responding the kiss, it was difficult to understand what actually was going in her mind. What and how she was feeling in that moment, it was hard to guess. After kissing for almost five minutes, Arjun came into his sense. He stopped kissing and looked at Naina's face. Naina clearly saw regret in his eyes. Arjun wanted to apologize for his act but Naina put her palm on his mouth.

Naina: Don't say anything. No need to apologize or feel sorry for me. Let's just don't talk about it. Please.

Arjun still wanted to speak something, but Naina went to her room. Arjun sat on the floor. His hand went to his lips which just touched hers. He then put his both hands on his head. Tears dropped from his eyes. 

Arjun (in mind): How? How could I do that? What Naina must be thinking? I shouldn't do that. I did wrong. I cheated Roshni and Riya as well. Riya? Why is Riya coming in my mind? I know that she loved me, but I never loved her. I never made any commitment with her then how can I cheat her? Do I feel anything for Riya? No, I don't feel anything like love. I care for her, respect for her but I never loved her. I always loved Roshni, my Rose. Then why and how did I lose my control? I know when I heard Naina calling me Arjun Sir, that thing made me weak, and I imagined Riya at that moment and kissed her. But how can I kiss her. She loved me but I didn't or had I feeling for her earlier? No, it could not be done. No, no, no. I'm feeling very sorry for Riya that's why this kiss thing happened. Yes, I'm sorry for her pain, nothing else. I can't love her. And Naina? God, I need to say sorry to her. She loves Sahil very much. She must be upset that other than Sahil, someone else kissed her. I should say sorry. Should I go now? no, no. She must be sad now. I will talk to her tomorrow.

Other side, inside the room, Naina was thinking about what just happened? About the kiss and the truth, she got through the letter. Truth of Riya Mukherjee, her parents and Sahil's involvement in Riya's parents' death or say murder. In that paper, it was written that two years back, Sahil's girlfriend Naina Jaiswal and ETF officer, Riya Mukherjee both were treated by the same doctor. According to the paper, Naina was shot and there was no chance of her be alive and Riya could be saved after blood transfusion but due to the virus in her body, she could suffer memory loss.

Naina (in mind): Sahil had told that I had met with a car accident and lost my memory. But in this report, it is written that Sahil's girlfriend was shot. Why did Sahil tell a lie? Maybe he wanted me not to worry about that. Maybe his one of enemies tried to kill me and that's why Sahil told a lie. Yes, this only could be the reason to hide the truth but why was he in Kolkata when Riya's parents died, or I say got murdered. Could it be a coincidence that Sahil was there? Or could I be Riya by any chance? No, I can't be Riya. But that mole on my finger at the same place? God, whom should I talk about it? And why is Arjun collecting information about Sahil? Is he a bad guy or Arjun is a bad cop? No, Arjun can't be bad. He is a nice man then Sahil? He is also a nice person. He loves me a lot, takes care of me, treat me like a princess. Then who is bad? And the kiss, why am I not feeling sorry at all for kissing Arjun back? Why did I let him kiss me? I'm not the type of person who will betray her partner then why am I not feeling ashamed at all.