She's Fearless

Chapter 6

* A WEEK LATER* 

"Hey." I heard a voice from behind me.

"Hey Zayn." I paused the video game and waited for him to take a seat beside me.

"Can I join?" he asked already grabbing another controller.

"If I said no, you would still play." I laughed a little at him for it.

"Yeah, basically." he nudged my shoulder and I restarted the game so he could join. "I talked to Louis the other day,"

Here we go.

"He just hasn't seemed like himself lately, you know?" he continued. "So I thought I'd see what's going on."

"Zayn, where are you going with this? Cause honestly, I don't think I want to hear it." 

"Well I want to hear it form you. Did you really cheat on him? He really loved you and I myself am going to be pissed if you did cause he deserved better than that."

"Fuck you Zayn. It's none of your business." I paused the game. "If you want to be pissed at me than fine, I don't give a fuck."

"Who the hell are you? Honestly, cause the Ali I know doesn't act like this. And I'm getting tired of it. Everyone is in fact. Your attitude sucks and you cuss like a trucker. No one wants to be around you anymore, don't you see that? You drove Perrie away, and all the girls from Little Mix. And Niall said Demi refuses to be around you anymore. Not to mention your dad who is so sick of you he sent you away so he wouldn't have to deal with you. You need a reality check. If you continue like this your life is going to sad."

And now I'm crying... 

"Stuff happened that you don't know about so shut up cause you don't know!" I yelled at him.

"Then just tell me! If you explain Louis will understand and we can all help you get back to yourself."

"It's not that easy Zayn."

"I just don't understand. You loved Louis and for you to go and hurt him as bad as you did doesn't make any sense." 

"Can you stop making me feel bad?!"

"Well you should feel bad!"

"What's with all the yelling- You okay Ali?" Niall asked stepped into the room. I'm sure I looked like a complete mess. Crying, red in the face, mascara dripping everywhere.

"Yeah." I got up, letting the game controller fall to the ground. I pushed past Niall and up the stairs. I was too busy trying to wipe my face I ran into someone.

"What's wrong?" Louis asked once I stetted myself. It was first think he has said to me in a week.

I wanted to say nothing but...No actually I wanted to scream at him.

"I'm sorry."

"No,I'm sorry. I was texting Carla and I didn't see you."

"Carla? I thought you guys were done?" Are we actually having a conversation.

"Uh yeah. But we're working things out, hopefully we can get back together soon. I miss her. Hey, are you sure you're all right?" he reached up and wiped a tear away. "You've been crying?" The touch of his hand sent chills through my body.

"I stubbed my toe." I lied.

"That bad huh?" 

"Yeah. Why are you talking to me?" it sounded better in my head, I swear. "Sorry that was rude. mean, you said you never wanted to talk to me again."