Chapter 10

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I can't see straight, everything is blurry.

I need to find Liam, he can help. Why am I so dizzy? And why does Louis have so many family members? Just find Liam. Maybe he is in the kitchen, Louis was looking for him in there.

"Liam?" I called for him when I swung the kitchen door open.

"What-oh my god Ali, you face is all red." he set the drink down he had in his hand to help me stand up straight. I looked around the room and only saw people I didn't know. Plus Louis.

"Take me to the hotel, please." It came it in short fast breathes.

"Why? What's wrong?"

"I need to get out of here. Please."

"You need to take a deep breath, I can't understand you." he said. I tried but I can't

"Can you give us a minute please." I heard Louis shout then the door opening and closing. "Ali, what's wrong." 

"I-I ca-can't breathe." Liam was gripping onto my arm from keeping me doubling over, and Louis ran his hand up and down my back.

"Has she ever acted like this before?" I heard Liam whisper to Louis.

"Once, when- Ali?" he stopped and moved around to look at me in the eyes. "Ali, deep breathes. Come on, put your hands on your hips." he made Liam let go of my arm and he held my hand at my hips.

"What's happening?" Liam whispered in his ear. I'm sure he thinks I can't hear him.

"She's having a panic attack. It happened once when we got stuck in a big mob of people. She said she was feeling claustrophobic earlier. I should have listened." he said still holding my hands to my hips. "Get her some water." he ordered Liam.

"I wa-want to go h-home." I stuttered out,

"Stand up straight love, it will help." he softly told me. "Lets count to ten, yeah?" we started to count together, breathing out each number.

"That didn't help." Liam said once we reached ten.

"Well if you could stop freaking out that would help!" Louis snapped at him. "Go get the boys, you're all taking her to the hotel." he said then Liam left the room. "You're fine Ali. Tell me what you need."

"Water."  managed to get out on an even breath. He reached over and grabbed the cup that Liam had got.

"Small sips. Good, even breathing." he kept encouraging me. "It's all in your thoughts. Deep breath, love." he grabbed my hands again and held them at my hips. "It's just me and you in here. Everything is fine. Good, keep doing that." I didn't even notice but I had evened my breathing. "Tell me what your thinking."

"You lied." I kept my breathing like he told me to.

"No, I promise. you're fine. I got you. You're doing good."

"No, not this." I lifted my hand and circle motion with my finger.

"Keep your hands on your hips." he pulled my hand back down. "What did I lie about?" he has kept his tone of voice soft and even this entire time.

"You said my name." I drew in a sharp breath. "At your wedding." I finished.

"Yeah, I did." he answered looking at me straight in the eye. "We can talk about it when you calm down. Take another sip." he handed me the cup back just as Niall, Zayn, Liam, and Harry, came in the kitchen. "Liam, drive me and Ali please. Zayn, drive the car we came in." Louis ordered them and handed Liam the keys that were in his pocket.

"Is she okay?" Niall asked.

"Like you care. All of you were treating her like crap yesterday." Louis fired at them. But then let out a sigh. "She'll be fine, I just need to get her to the hotel." he dropped his hands from my hips and let me stand on my own. "All better?" he asked and I nodded yes.

"Stay with your family." I told him while pulling him back by the hem of his shirt.

"They won't even notice I'm gone. I need somewhere quiet to take a nap anyways."

"Louis, you should stay with your family." Zayn told him.

"It's fine!" he shouted. He seems to angry and frustrated... "Forget it, I'll drive myself." he ripped the keys out of Liam's hand.

"Lou, you are way too upset and emotional to drive." Niall said.

"Stop, you guys are upsetting Ali again." Harry said noticing that my breathing picked up again.

"I want to go." I said to everyone.

"You're leaving now." Louis said and they all started to walk out but I didn't move.

"No, not to the hotel. I want to go home, to London."

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