Beths Pov
I can't believe how stupid I was for going to that concert. I not only hurt Ash but I got hurt and so did two other people, I could have killed someone.
I guess i'm paying for my mistake by being in hospital alone, only if Ciera lived in Australia she would be right by my side. I have no friends that live near me, I just have one internet best friend that lives all the way in America but, I couldn't ask for a better friend. I hate time zone differences ugh! I could be messaging her if everywhere was in the same timezone and if my phone wasn't smashed.
"Hey, you okay? How's the arm?" The tall lanky nurse interrupts my lonely thoughts.
I reply with a simple "i'm fine thanks." with that she nods and walks out.
It's lonely being in a big hospital room with no one but you in there. I don't even have a god damn phone! How am I even surviving this? No internet, no phone, no music, no Ash. I shouldn't of left him, I had him back and I ruined everything i'm just one big fuck up. He'll never forgive me. I can't help but imagining him walking through that door to save me from this place. I close my eyes to imagine what it would be like to have him here in this room keeping me company.
I hear my door slam open, my eyes open quickly and look at the door and there stood Ashton. Is this a dream?
I couldn't help but cry and apologise over and over again."I shouldn't have just left like that Ash! I'm so sorry. I love you and I didn't want to get in the way of your career, please understand why I left just like that" By now he is hugging me to death and I haven't felt this safe in a long time. The last time I felt this safe was when he last held me the way he is right now.
"Baby, I understand but promise me that you won't ever leave me like that again? It hurt a lot. Just be mine again and never leave me please? My life with out you have felt like an empty void, I always felt like there was a missing part of me, when I saw you the other night I felt whole again, you are the missing part of me and I cant be completely whole until you're mine" Immediately I turned to look at him and without a thought I planted a kiss on to his soft pink lips, it felt so right. "Hold on I'll be back in half an hour" wow am I a bad kisser, I look at him as he walks out and watch as he runs back and gives me a quick kiss.
My life feels complete once again. The only thing that is missing is my dad, I have good memories of my amazing dad. He lived a short but happy life, I was I think 8 when he got ripped from my life. I remember that day like it was yesterday, I remember watching my mom as she answered her phone, I watched as she fell to the ground crying uncontrollably. I looked at her confused I didn't know what had happened, I was eight I had never seen my mum cry so much in my entire life, she was always so happy. I ran over to her and I remember the exact words I spoke "Mammy whats wrong why are you crying? Should I ring daddy?" Obviously I didn't know that my dad had got taken from us. I remember as she looked up at me and pulled me close to her, I remember her telling me that my daddy wasn't going to come home, I looked at her confused then stupid eight year old me said "why has he gone on holiday?" my mum replied with "sort of he's just on a very long vacation and you'll see him again when you are old and go on vacation" I was so confused and I started crying and kept repeating "daddy isn't coming home ever again" and "I want daddy I want to hug him"
A tear escapes my eyes and I take a deep breath. There was nothing that any one could have done to save him, he had a brain tumor and he didn't know it, no one did. One day he just got ripped from us instantly. I try to convert my thoughts away from my dad and to where Ash went.
I start to here a guitar being played, I could tell that the person was a beginner but was pretty talented. I start to recognize the tune it was Blink-182 I miss you. I look over to the door and watch as a very happy Ashton comes in paying the guitar, GUITAR. He starts to sing and my face lights up as he comes closer and smiles at me. I begin to sing along sort of. This has made me so happy. Oh Ashton he is so talented.
As the song ends he grabs my hand and kisses my cheek. "Well then Ash since when were you good at guitar?" I say jokingly, he is smiling uncontrollably, he looks so cute!
"I only know how to play that song, I only put effort in to learning that song because it reminded me of you and I always had this imagine of me playing this to you if I ever got to see you again." Ash is just the cutest, I have the best boyfriend ever. Wait is he my boyfriend? Well we kissed.
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The love that never died//Ashton Irwin
FanficA young girl fell hopelessly for her best friend, they were great together. One day he just upped and left her alone, with only a note to say good bye. 2 years later will they be reunited?