The love that never died//Ashton Irwin

Shit he's here

It's been a week since Ashton's birthday! I signed up for the 5sos news letter so I know what he's up to right now they are on a flight back to Sydney! He's coming back home for a gig! I bought a front row ticket to it. But I don't know wether to go what if he sees me, that would ruin everything! I have two days to think about what to do! Like I'm madly in love with ash! He actually looks the same he still has the cute smile! I love him! I need him! I miss him! I need to see him! That's it I'm going!!

Casually walking around Sydney shopping centre, looking for an amazing outfit, to wear to the concert, witch im having alot of doubts about going to, anyway, the boys flight landed an hour ago. They are probably at their hotel or some shit. I walk in to my all time favourite shop, outfit, me and Ash loved this shop, he would spend loads in here. I havent been in this shop for two years. It reminds me of Ash, I look over to the changing rooms and think back to when Ashton walked in on a women, she chased him out, he was soo embarrassed. I turn around taking in the scene of the shop, then i begin the search for the best outfit ever.

Ashtons pov

We arrived here in Sydney a hour ago, the boys wanted to go shopping, so here we are in Sydneys best shopping centre!! They all wanted to go in Outfit but, I couldnt go in there, I couldnt handle the memories coming back, I would always go in that shop but, I cant anymore. I miss her!! I really hope I don't bump into her, I would end up crying, What am I saying? She is probably with her boyfriend, not even thinking of me. If I Could I would just turn up at her door step, and kiss her and not let her go. I Look up at the bright sign in front of me, Mcdonalds, gosh im hungry.

Bethans pov

I pay for my outfit, and turn around, i begin to walk out of the shop, when i hear it, "Ash is still madly in love with that girl Bethan, i feel so bad for him, shes moved on, so should he." i turn around to see the other band members of 5sos, " I HAVENT MOVED ON" shit... i just said that out loud, I run behind clothes and watch as they look around, then carry on walking, I take this chance for a quick exit. I look at my pandora watch that Ashton got me for my 18th, its 1:36 pm. I start to walk to Mcdonalds, As i walk past the window to make my way in, i freeze, no, its him, its Ash, Crap, I stare at him while i make a decision, on wether to go in or to run. I guess my legs decided for me as i am now running to my car.

Ashtons PoV

I saw her, was it her, no I can't of been, right? That wasn't her! But her hair, the same, no Ashton you didn't see her and probably won't! I make my way to the car park to meet the three idiots. My mind is a complete mess right now, why won't she just leave my mind!! I can't do this!!! I need to see her, I miss her so much. I look around this big car park and spot Michaels red hair.

"Mate, we have to tell you something. I think that ummmm" Calum takes over for Michael.

"Bethan was here" I knew it. I knew I saw her! Should I go find her? "theres more.... Well basically we were saying how we feel bad for you coz bethan is over you then... we heard someone shout something like im not over him, so yeah thought you should know" wow shes not over me! I need to go and see her, what if she dont want to see me, I look to the ground and i cant belive my eyes, There on the ground lays the last ever photo me and Bethan took together, she must have dropped it. I pick it up and look back on that memory, that was the day we had our last kiss and also the day I left, we ditched 3rd period to go into the town, later on Bethan went back to school but I had to go.

~flashback~

"Ash come on lets get a photo in this photo booth" She grabbed my arm and pulls me to the booth. We took about 9 different pictures until we setteled, with the one where we are kissing!

"Ash what" Bethan asks as we walk down past a ton of shops, I cant stop starring at her shes beauitful and i lover her so much.

"aw nothing, just that i love you and your the most beautiful girl in the world" I say as i lean in and kiss her, the kiss was passionate and heated it was amazing, our lips move in sync. We are meant to be. Cant believe im leaving her.

~end~

Beths pov

no, no, no, I've lost it! The last picture me and Ash ever had together and its gone. I tip my stuff out of my bag again and search even harder than the last. No i cant of, It's gone. I need to go back and find it, Maybe its in the parkinglot, it must have fallen out when i was trying to find my keys. Great, the wind has probably blown it away. Tears spill from my eyes again, my cheeks are stinging and red and i feel like my life is over! that was the most special thing i had left, not because its a photo of us but because it was taken on the day he left me. That was the last day I ever spent with him. We probably wont even speak to each other. On one hand im kinda happy that i over heard michael and the others cause what if he really still loves me. Im gonna go to the concert and try and meet him! We need to talk. We need to be friends