Forever and Always

So guys..... Last chapter! The name of my sequel will be released at the end of the chapter! Love you all xx :)

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Jordan's P.O.V.

Sam was grabbing some lunch for us and I was lying on the bed, waiting for her. And then my phone started ringing.

"Hello?"

"Jordan? I really need to tell you something.... That you will hate." Maddy's voice said sadly.

"Um ok? What is it?"

"Well.... Remember when you left for the weekend? I went to stay with Sam. But.... We kinda kissed. I'm sorry. She just came on to me and I couldn't help it. I'm sorry."

Tears flooded my eyes and spilled on to my face. This couldn't be true. Sam would never...... Would she? I don't know.

"No. You're lying!"

"Jordan, I'm telling the truth."

And I believed it. It was true. Maddy wouldn't lie about that.

"Jordan? Where are you baby girl?" Sam's voice yelled.

I stormed out of the bathroom that I had moved to and glared at her. Confusion was clear in her eyes and plastered on her face.

"Don't call me that, Sam."

More confusion on her features.

"W-Why not?"

"Call Maddy that instead. 'Cause apparently you'd rather be with her!"

Pure regret and sorrow was on Sam's face and in her eyes.

"Jordan.... I'm so sorry. I've been wanting to tell you. But I couldn't face your anger and hurt and it meant absolutely noth-"

I cut Sam off. I didn't want to hear it. I was too hurt.

"SHUT UP SAM! Cut the bullshit. I'm done. I won't be with a liar and a cheater."

I shoved past Sam and ran out of our apartment, crying. The tears came endlessly and I wasn't completely sure that I'd be able to drive but I got in to my car anyways and started the engine.

"Jordan! Wait! Please, let me explain!"

Sam was pounding on my passenger window and I locked the door, keeping her out. I sped off, unaware of where I was going, but just driving away. Away from the pain and the anger. Away from a cheater and liar.

Away from Sam.

I pulled over and just sobbed. I cried for nearly an hour before I made another choice. Something else to relieve the pain that would hurt Sam more than me.

I reached under my seat and felt the floor until I found the cool metal. I pulled out the knife and carefully placed it on right above elbow and pressed on it. The warm, red fluid came out and I sighed. It felt good.

Another thought occurred to me.

I could do more than cut with my knife.

I could kill.

I guess forever just doesn't exist.

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Hey guys! My very last chapter! :') but the next book will be up soon! It's called........

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Forever Doesn't Exist!

Please read it and my other book, Torn To Pieces!