Baby Daddy

Chapter 6

As soon as those words left his lips my heart started pounding so hard I swear there was a marching band inside my chest. "I love you too Vernon" I turned around so that I was facing him. He gave me the most perfect kiss, our lips seemed to melt together at the touch.

Despite what was to come in 9 months I felt relaxed and at peace with with world while I was in his arms. He kissed the back of my neck several times before we both fell asleep.

When I woke I darted out of bed and ran to the bathroom. I puked up everything that was in me. God I really am pregnant. These next month's are going to be horrible.

I rinsed out my mouth and brushed my teeth before going back to bed. "Goodmorning baby" Vernon yawns and stretches his arms out. I half smile "morning".

"Do you wanna go eat some breakfast?" He asks. "Sure" since I have nothing better to do.

We get to the restaurant and order our food. "How is this all going to work out? I mean like you're going back to Korea in a month and I live in New York. There's going to be so many doctor appointments and things" I keep rambling. I finally look at Vernon and I'd say it looks like he's ready to shoot himself.

"I'm sorry, maybe we shouldn't start talking about this yet" I feel so bad. But I don't want this either. "No, um I was actually thinking a lot about it and maybe you could move to Korea for a while with me since I'm going to be there for most the time with my group. You're going to be a senior already right? You can get home schooled."

He says it like it's so easy. That's almost half way across the freaking world. But damn I think I've fallen for him, I'd do anything for him. "Maybe, I'll have a lot to think about"
"Well you've got a whole month" he replies.

When our food comes out I think it smells completely awful. I don't understand, I come to this restaurant every time I'm in California and I always order the same thing. "Please, get it away from me. I think I'm gonna be sick" I say covering my mouth and nose.

Vernon gives me a confused look and asks the waitress to bring me some water. "What's wrong" he asks me with a concerned look in his eye. "I just, the food, it smells so bad. But I don't understand, it's my favorite" I say in disgust.

We go back "home" and Vernon says that he has to go do some fan signing. We kiss goodbye then I decide to call Maddy and Ally since I don't want to be alone. Their rooms are just two doors down from mine so they come in less than a minute.

"Guys I have to tell you something" it's barely a whisper. I feel ashamed and I know I said I would wait to tell then but they are my best friends. I'm just scared of the reaction they'll give me.

"I'm .. pregnant" I utter. At first they don't say anything but then Ally throws her arms around me and starts to cry. I cry because I'm still so shocked and upset. Maddy sits across from me on the bed with a scornful look in her eye. She's basically like a mother to me. She's the oldest out of us three and she's always looking out for us.

"Are you serious?" Is what she says at first. I wipe away the tears from my eyes "dead" I repsond. "God Kylie, how could you be so stupid. The first time you have sex and you get pregnant" She's giving me all this crap and I don't know if I can take it right now. I just explode.

"I didn't ask for this okay Madelynn. You think I want to be pregnant. I want to fucking be a teenager. I don't want this! You know how stressful this is going to be for me? You know how I'm basically ruining Vernon's career. Oh my god" I can't even breathe I'm so mad.

"Chill, it's going to be alright we'll be here for you, I was just mad. I feel like I have to be protective over you" Maddy finally says after a few minutes pass. "I'm sorry for blowing up" I can not stay mad at her, it's impossible. She and Ally are the closest thing I have to a family.

"What do you think your parents will say? If they kick you out you can come live with me" Ally offers.

"Actually I wanted to talk to yall about that. Vernon asked me to move to Korea with him and I don't know what to do. My whole life I've been in New York, I don't know if I can just drop everything and move out of the country. That means leaving the both of yall too and I don't know if I can do that."

"I don't know about that Kylie" Maddy says first. "Yeah same, when will we be able to see you?" Ally says. "I honestly don't know, but I have to make up my mind by the end of next month. We sit in silence then end up falling asleep after a long day of catching up and talking about everything.

God here comes the morning sickness again. I run to the bathroom, throw up, and brush my teeth. I hope this doesn't become a daily routine. I look over to the right side of the bed at that couch and see a figure lying there.

Aw it's Vernon my baby, why is he on the couch? Oh yeah. I guess Madelynn and Ally didn't go back to their rooms. I hope the couch is comfortable because I don't have the energy to tell the girls to leave.

But what's stuck in my head is one question : Should I stay or should I go?