Denying the Feeling

Sight Of The Child

Emma had gone home that day and put William down for his nap. Oh what a sleepy little boy he was. She then went in he room to lay down herself. All she could think about was Killian. 'He is back, he came back...' She missed him truly and tried to push out the fact that, that made her happy. All that pain from him leaving her, all that pain was still there and wasn't going away anytime soon. The thought of raising William alone and him not being there. It hurt.

~Later That Night~

Later in the night Emma was playing with William and his blocks that he loved. It was around 7 Pm. She was going to soon be getting William ready for bed. She heard a knock at the door and looked up. She hadn't been expecting someone this late. Emma leaned down picking up her blue eyed boy, sitting him up against the couch and surrounding him with pillows to keep him up straight and face the TV. "Stay here okay? Mommy will be right back." She then left a kiss on his head and he reached out for her as she stood to go get the door. His pacifier popped out of his mouth as he pouted for Emma to take him with her. "William honey. Ill be right back." She bend down again picking up his pacifier and jiggling it back into his mouth. She then quickly got up and made her way over to the door opening it with a slight smile as her hair flipped back. If anyone it was probably August. After Killian had left August had helped her through the pregnancy and had been filling in the father figure for William. "Yes- Kill- Hook?" She saw Killian figure standing there and her smile turned into a shocked expression.

After seeing Emma this morning and her leaving to go home he headed back to his ship and all he could think about was her, his son. He needed to see them again. He felt in the wrong with guilt and he wasn't going to come back all this way for her to push him away, especially with William now. He loved the thought of having a child with Emma. She was the love of his life honestly, and he couldn't wait to meet their little boy. In Fact the need to meet the little guy gave him the confidence to actually make his way over to her apartment and knock. As soon as he did it though he wanted to run. As Emma stood there at the door looking at him he lost his breath. She was so flawless and perfect in his eyes. Dressed in pink plaid PJ pants with a black halter even so casual she was just his type. "Hello Love.." He looked down from the eye contact they had made when she opened the door.

Emma the closed the door stepping out to not disturb William by him hearing her voice. She had finally got his attention on the TV. She left a small crack though just in case he was to start to cry though. "Hello... Why are you here?"

"I was wanting to maybe talk to you about him... Emma he is my son and I have a right to see him." Killian yearned out to his love to meet and see his son. He knew she had been keeping him hidden him from this morning. He could tell her mama bear side was turned on as well as her walls back up.

"No. You have no right to leave for the months that I was pregnant and the first 9 of his life then out of no where pop out and start caring about him! I am not having what happen to me, happen to him." Emma preached and raised her brow at her ex lover. Deep down she felt bad and wanted to just kiss him and tell him it was okay but she had been left once and he just made it a second. She couldn't take a 3rd. She truly trusted him the first time and he broke that. What makes this time any different? What if he breaks off again? Takes his own sea and leaves us be?

Killian raised a brow in question "What happened to you?" He knew it had something to do with him but he was just trying to understand where she was coming from. He was sorry and just wanted her to trust him and for them to have a family together. He was alone his entire life. A ruthless pirate, he didn't care for much but she changed all of that. He would do anything for her in this point in time and for eternity.

Emma let out a quiet breath as she held back tears "Get attached to someone and the other half of that attachment leave and all you are now is broken. No one is going to want those pieces KIllian." She looked up at him the sorrow and pain in her eyes. "I can't put him through that. I can't let him suffer from what I have."