Always Love You (Narry) (Boyxboy)

12.Scars on Our Hearts

*Niall's POV*

Just laying next to the boy I love more than life itself, after everything I went through yesterday, especially last night, is so surreal. I Snuggled more into his chest and he held me in his sleep and I felt so safe. This is all I could ask for, it is pure perfection.

I know the pain he caused me is still there and I'm not completely over it yet, because I can still feel it in my heart but what Liam made me realize is, that our love is stronger and more important and that right now Haz needs me. We can work all of it out together. We can get through anything as long as we have each other.

Hazza pulled me in closer to him if that was even possible and since he was still asleep I just let him and because I just wanna embrace this moment as long as I can; since only God knows what today has in store for us. I just pray we get through it together whatever it is.

I am trying so hard to not freak out about everything that could happen today. I am deathly scared that Haz could freak out again and I could lose him. I can't go through anything like I did yesterday it is just too hard. "N..Niall I love you..." Haz whispered to me with his accent coming through thicker than usual since he just woke up. "Well good morning beautiful, I love you too baby." I said back to him and he gave the cutest smile showing off those adorable dimples of his.

"How did I get so lucky?" he asked in that deep morning voice that I love. "What do you mean Haz?" I asked him. "How did I get so lucky to end up with such a caring, loving, sexy, considerate, forgiving, smart, and talented boyfriend like you?" He said making me blush a deep crimson.

"Oh Haz, stop I am the lucky one, I have you." I said back to him. "Oh selfless and very modest too I forgot to say that!" he said as he pulled me on top of him and placed a soft and gentle kiss on my lips. It only lasted for a few seconds then we just cuddled for a little while in that position.

I don't think I could ever get tired of feeling that spark, the warm and fuzzy feeling I get when he kisses me. It's like as soon as I feel his lips on mine all of the worry, fear, doubt, and heartbreak just fades away and I know that everything is alright. It's like the fighting and the scars from the hurt made us stronger or made me love him more, if that makes sense.

"Hey Hazza will you promise me something?" I whisper into his ear and he shivered under my breath. "Anything love, what is it?" he replied without hesitation. "Promise me that no matter what happens today, or anyday for the rest of our lives that we will stay together and work it out with each other." I said as I gazed into his adorable green eyes.

"Niall James Horan, I promise you that and I also promise you that I will spend everyday showing you how much I love you." he said sending shivers down my spine. I smashed my lips into his and he instantly started kissing back. Before long he was leaving love bites on my neck driving me crazy and making me moan. But I ended the snog before things got too heated because I needed to think about some things and I do my best thinking in the shower.

"Hey baby I am gonna go take a shower ok?" I said to him pushing myself up, hovering over him. "Ok....Yeah that's fine love. I'll miss you!" he said with the cutest look on his face. "Well you could join me if you would like Styles" I stated cheekily with a smirk.

"I would love to Ni but I got something I have to do and I don't know if I could control myself, but we are going to continue this later!" he said with a smirk and a wink, making me wonder what he was up to. "Ok babe well, I love you!" I said back. "Love you too, now go get all squeaky clean for me" he said slightly flirting. I got up and he slapped my bum as I headed to the washroom to take my shower.

*Harry's POV*

I heard the shower turn on and I jumped out of bed, threw on some sweats, not bothering to find a shirt and headed downstairs. I was going to make Niall breakfast while he took his shower, this is just the first step of the many involved in my plan to make sure Ni forgives me. I know he said he does but I could tell he was still hurting and I am determined to fix it! I made promises to show him I love him and I will make sure I keep them.