Always Love You (Narry) (Boyxboy)

16.I Wanna Save You

*Niall's POV*

The lads and I were all seated on Uncle Simon's jet, almost home. Harry was next to me, asleep, with his head on my shoulder. Looking down at my gorgeous boyfriend, I brushed a stray curl out of his face while soft snores escaped his mouth.

He was so cute when he slept, actually it amazed me how perfect he still looked, even while unconscious. How does he make all my worries and fears just disappear. I just wish I didn't have to return to the reality of what today holds.

Still lost in the cuteness I call my boyfriend, I thought about the talk Liam and I had yesterday, and Liam is probably right, I need to tell Haz, before he finds out, it's just I don't know how. The truth is I am scared as to how he will react. I do not want him to panic or go crazy with worry.

Plus I only have a guess as to what could be wrong with me, I don't know anything for sure. Maybe I should just wait until my appointment with Dr. Connors, which is as soon as we land. 

I woke Haz up as we began our descent to London. He looked up at me with his gorgeous green eyes, smiling slightly, and I kissed his forehead. "Love, we're about to land." I spoke softly. "What time is it babe?" he asked. "It's 10 in the morning." I stated.

"Do you want to cuddle when we get home until we have to go meet Simon?" he asked in his charming, deep, Chesire accent; which was thicker now since he had just woken up.

I started to slightly panic as I was not sure how to answer his question since I had to go to my appointment. 

Still frozen, he looked at me, concern enveloping his face, because of my inability to speak. I started shaking my head in an attempt to tell him no, but my actions only made him grow more worried.

"W..Why...did I do something wrong?" he asked stroking my cheek ever so softly, looking slightly hurt.

"N..No, no, it's j..just I h..have an appointment with Dr. Connors and I have to go as soon as we get off the plane." I spoke, my voice trembling, in no louder than a whisper. "Oh...ok what for? the appointment I mean...what is it for? Are you alright?" he asked hesitantly.

With tears stinging the back of my eyes, I knew it was no use, I couldn't lie to him, especially not while his gorgeous green eyes peered deep into my soul. Tears streamed down my face as I clenched my eyes tightly shut, in fear of his reaction.

He started rubbing my back "baby, tell me what is it? What is going on?" he cooed obviously scared of what I had to say.

I took a deep breath and gulped "I...I'm sick Haz, I...I'm not sure what's wrong yet but Dr. Connors said to be prepared, just in case." I stuttered out, my voice cracking and beginning to shake.

"Shhhh....shhh...now..now baby we don't know anything yet. Just settle down, I am here. I will come with you love." he said, cracking a small smile at me. For some reason that smile and his words took my fear away. "Th...Thanks Haz..." I spoke in a barely audible tone.

"Love, you don't have to thank me, you're the reason I breathe and I love you more than life itself. I will never leave you but I will always love you." he whispered into my ear and kissed my temple. "I will always love you too Hazza."

*Harry's POV*

Niall and I were at the hospital, waiting for the nurse to come get us, for his appointment. I am so nervous because I have no idea what to expect. Ni just said that he was sick and he had an appointment and that it probably wasn't good.

"Niall Horan.......Niall Horan." A nurse called as she entered the room.

Niall stood up and started walking towards her and I followed right behind him. She took us back to a room and Niall sat on the bed and I took the chair next to the bed.