Always Love You (Narry) (Boyxboy)

17.Tears Stream Down My Face

*Niall's POV*

Liam and I just arrived at our management's offices. I am completely freaking out, but am trying to stay as calm as I can, because of what the nurse said to Liam. I still didn't really understand why I had to stay calm, or why I can't do anything strenuous, and what all this has to do with my heart rate and my heart, I don't know.

I am terrified to receive the results of my tests. Dr. Connors said they should be in by tomorrow morning. Hopefully it's not anything I can't handle, or at least anything I can't handle with Harry. I hope he is ok, and Simon's not being too hard on him.

Running my hands through my hair, I took a deep breath and exited Liam's car. I was petrified as we headed inside, to find out what punishment awaits me and Harry.

I entered the building with Liam right by my side, his arm around my shoulders doing his best to comfort me "It's going to be ok Nialler, whatever happens, you have me, your best mate, right beside you" he stated reassuringly. "Thanks Li, that means a lot." I said as we entered the lift.

Even though we had only been in the lift for a few seconds it felt as if it had been hours. I began shaking and grew more nervous as I watched the numbers change for each passing floor. This lift is such a small space, it has always made me feel claustrophobic.

I just tried to think of all the moments my Hazzabear and I shared. Especially the most precious moment of my life; when I gave my virginity to the love of my life. That is a moment I will never forget. A shiver ran down my spine as Liam brought me out of my memories.

"Are you ok Ni? You don't look so good, you're awfully pale." Liam said, rubbing my shoulder. "I don't know Li, I feel kind of shaky, I guess I'm just quite nervous, ya know" I said and being the great best mate he was, he pulled me into a hug and whispered "relax mate".

The lift came to a sudden halt and with a chime, the doors opened. We stepped out and headed towards Simon's office. "Is Uncle Simon really mad?" I asked Liam. He nodded "he's quite upset, but try not to worry ok Nialler?" he said. I just shook my head up and down.

I opened the door to Simon's office and my heart rate quickened. I started having trouble breathing as I looked at the sight before me. "Bloody Hell Harry!! What"s going on?!?!?" Liam shouted and Simon wickedly smiled.

I was feeling dizzy and growing nauseous and had to escape. With a gasp for air and completely horrified, I took off running, tears streaming down my face, just headed anywhere but here. How could he do this.

*Harry's POV*

"No I won't do it, I can't do that to NIall." I said firmly. "I was afraid you might say that, so you can either date Cassidy and not speak to Niall except when absolutely necessary or I will fire him from the band and you will never see him again not to mention ruin his life. It is your choice Harry, what is it going to be?"

"What the hell Simon I said NO!!! I love him don't you bloody get that!!!" I shouted at him. I have never been so pissed! Why is he being so damn evil. This is my life, my personal life. He has no right to tell me who I can love! 

"So you are willing to completely trash the career of the one you claim to love over something like this. Hmm that does not sound like love to me Mr. Styles....." he stated disturbingly calm. "You really want to destroy his dream of being a performer?" he said more wickedly.

"I....I....why are you doing this?" I questioned as a tear rolled down my cheek. "I am only trying to do what is BEST for this band and its reputation." he said coldly. "But I love Niall, I love him with everything inside of me, every breath I take is for him, I just want him to be happy. Can't you see I make him happy." I asked.