Love Sherlove..

istorbo!!!!

Chapter 12

Mag aalas-dos nang madaling araw pero hindi parin ako makatulog. Patuloy parin kasing nag rereplay yung sinabi ni Royle sakin kanina.

"Few hours earlier"

" why dont you give him up?" hindi ko na kailangan na tingnan kung sino ang nag salita. I'm so familiar with his voice.

"because I cant" I quietely answered..

"why?"

"you know why" bakit ba lahat sila pinag duduhan ang nararamdaman ko?

"don't you think its the very reason why you should give him up?" I look up to him to see if he's just doing his power trip again, but I can see that he is serious.

"what do you mean?"

"I know you know what I mean"

"loving him.. means hurting him.. more" he added.

With that I was left speacheless and wondering.

Am I really hurting him even more?

"PRESENT"

Lumabas ako sa tent para mag pahangin and mag-isip sip narin. Medyo nag lakad lakad ko para humanap ng mauupuan nang Nakita ko si Troy na naka tayo sa hindi kalayuan sa kinatatayuan ko.

Looking at him peacefully having his time alone reminds me about what Royle said.

Am I really hurting him by trying to make him love me.? Sobra ba talagang imposible na mahalin niya rin ako.?

Pero alam ko naman na hindi ko kayang mag give up sa kanya.. just by the thought of it hurts me.. a lot..

But what if he would be more happy if I'll stop pursuing him? What if he could go back to the old Troy who always have a ready smile on his face if I give him a space where I am not included?

"hay!! Bakit ba walang nag sabi sakin na masakit pala ang ma inlove?" bulong ko. Nag lakad na ko balik sa tent. Ittry ko nalang matulog.

"Sherlove?"

Shit. Hindi ko siya nililingon. Naka tayo lang ako habang hinihintay na mag salita siya.

" I—I m sorry about what happened a while ago" he said. Hindi ko naman alam kung anung isasagot ko.

Alangan naman na mag Thank you ako sa kanya.. baka sapakin ako nito.. pag tumahimik naman ako baka isipin naman niya na dene deadma ko siya.

"ahh—ok lang yun" sagot ko pero hindi parin ako naka tingin sa kanya.

Nanigas ako sa kinatatayuan ko nung maramdaman kong niyakap niya ako mula sa likod.

" Im sorry..please.. don't be mad at me" he whispered in my ear while burying his face on the hollow of my neck.

Hindi ko alam kung paano mag rereact sa ginawa niya.

I place my hand on top of his arm but as I did. His hug tightend around me.

"please.. im sorry... I didn't mean to have a fight with you a while ago.." he said while still hugging me.

It feels so good being in his arms. I always love being near him.

Pero Gusto ko din sabihin na "Pwede bang wag kang masyadong huminga habang naka tambay ka sa leeg ko? Nakaka kiliti eh."

Pero wag na seryoso usapan naming ehh. Baka I salvage ako niyan.

"ok lang yun.. may kasalanan din naman ako eh" sabi ko

"but honestly.. I'm not sorry about it.. coz its true that you are a good kisser" nun ka naman na ikahiya ko ang kissable lips ni Troy ko no hehe..