Jason McCann love story

Chapter 22~ i lost him

Chapter 24~ I lost him My eyes fluttered open from the light that entered the basement.  Jason has not came and checked on my, not once but I don't blame him I Blame myself it's all my fault.  Thinking about Jason made my heart clench and tears pilled up immediately.  I honestly felt like like I could break down any moment all Ive done is cry, my eyes are swollen and hurt real bad I'm pretty sure there red and puffy.  I felt like shit.  When everything was going perfect I hade to ruin it, I've just lost one of the best things in my life, even though I've only known him for a short period he made me feel so happy, Safe and loved and I threw It all away.  The kiss I shared with Tyler made me even more confused I felt a spark with him not like Jason but I still felt them.  I still have feeling for Tyler how could I not he was my first boyfriend, my first kiss, my first love, my first everything.   i could not get Jason face out of my head though the hurt, sadness and betrayal in his eyes as he looked at me which tore me apart.   How could I hurt someone I care so much about the person I love the most.  How could I have done that to him?  He probably hates my now i don't blame him though.  I knew I shouldn't have done this but why am is so self-centered and why didn't I think of Jason when I was leaving.  But I couldn't get the thought out of my head about how Tyler made me feel during the kiss how his lips felt on mine and how they sent sparkles though my body.  I had to stop thinking about it though, it was wrong I cheated on Jason I didn't only hurt him I hurt myself to.   I lost him.  I was shivering from the coldness and tears were pouring down my face as I relised I ruined everything.  Suddenly the door opened and Jason walked in, he stopped I'm his tracks when he saw my face .  And all the feeling I forget about come rushing back to me it hit me like a ton of bricks.  I might like Tyler but no as much as I like Jason.  "J-j-Jason I'm so so so-" I got cut mid sentence by Jason   "Here" he said throwing a jumper on the floor next to me.  Jason walked towards the door.  "Jason please please don-" I stopped talking as he glanced at me then walked out the door and which slammed wshut behind him.  That when I truly realised I lost him.  I broke down like never before.   All I could think about was I lost Jason McCann. Jason's P.O.V  Slamming the door behind me was the hardest thing I have ever done.  Looking at her face killed me she looked like she's Been crying non stop, but she hurt me.  Seeing her making out with Tyler killed me I want't her to feel the pain I did.  I needed to distract my self so I called a person who I know can help get things off my mind scarlet.  The worse thing though was I was really starting to fall for honey.  ************************************************************* Hey guys I'm so sorry I haven't uploaded for a very long time I'm sorry this chapter Is short.  I have the next chapter written dowm its really long so comment and vote and ill upload very soon I just had so much assignments due that I had no time but now that I'm on holiday I have so much time, I would like to thank you all sooooo much for the comments and votes on the last chapter!! I hope you liked this chapter, Team Jason or Tyler? Please write down what you thinks going to happen. Comment and vote, Xoxoxoxo <3