Fantasy

Chapter 23

I woke up and stretched. It was Saturday and I left for tour today. I am not happy what so ever. When I'm not at school, Ive locked my self in my room.

Hayes has texted me so many times and I've ignored them. I know it would probably be better to talk to him about it but I can't.

I grabbed my already packed suitcases and brought it to the front door. I have a couple of hours before we leave. I packed my stuff in my backpack and then went into my closet. I put on a pair of leggings and a pink crop top. I grabbed a grey cardigan and went into my bathroom. I slowly put on makeup and packed that too. My room had literally nothing in it, because everything was mostly packed.

I grabbed my phone and turned turned on some music. My parents went to our cottage this weekend so I was alone in the house. I made a depressing playlist to listen too.

I got a lot of questions on social medias because I deleted pictures of Hayes and I on all of my social media sites. I can't believe this is actually happening to me. I know it can be worse, it always can. But this is just so awful. In the past month I've lost the two people I cared about the most. This was not a fun summer at all.

'Fight Song' came on our speakers. We have this thing where there's speakers all throughout the house, so when you connect with Bluetooth you can hear it anywhere.

'This is my fight song

Take back my life song

Prove I'm alright song

My powers turned on

Starting right now I'll be strong

I'll play my fight song

And I don't really care if no body else believes

Cause I've still got a lot of fight left in me'

I sang along to the lyrics.

I grabbed my phone after I heard it go off.

From: Hayes

Am I picking you up? What's going on? Call me

No way was I calling him. I called a taxi and they said it would be here around 11 ish. So I have a couple minutes. My flight leaves at 2. Our first stop is in Nashville.

I decided to call Nash and talk to him.

B- hey Nash

N- hey! What's going on? Hayes legit has not stopped crying this whole week

B- it's a long story. I just wanted to say I upgraded my seat, so I'm not sitting with you guys.

N- um okay

B- my taxi is here gotta go

I hung up and grabbed my bags. I took my keys. I locked the door and the driver came over and grabbed my stuff for me. I thanked him and told him where I'm going.

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We arrived in Nashville. Mahogany was here already, and I asked the manager of this thing to let me stay with her. I called her and she said that that was the plan.

The airport was so awkward. I talked to Nash and made eye contact with Hayes a little bit, but I just looked away when we did. I really hope he apologizes soon, because this is really pissing me off.

If he does apologize though, I don't know if I'll be able to forgive him.

We arrived to the hotel and I went into Mahogany and I's room. I used my keycard and she was sitting there on the bed. The whole ride here was silent. I walked in and have her a big hug. I immediately started crying.

"It's okay bb, don't cry" she consoled "I'll talk to him alright?"

Mahoganys pov

I talked it up with Beth and then went to Hayes' room. I knocked on the door and he answered it.

H- Mahogany what are you doing here?

M- we need to talk and it's about Bethany

H- thank god. I don't know what I did. I've tried calling and talking to her but she just ignores me all the time.

M- you know why

H- no I actually don't

M- well. You should. You kissed another girl and Bethany saw you. How could you do that too her?

H- WHAT. OH MY GOD. SHE KISSED ME. we were having a conversation and she just pounced on me. I didn't do anything really. I pushed her off. I didn't enjoy it or anything. I need to talk to her

M- no. No you don't. You need to stay here. I'm going to fix this.

I walked out of the room. I had turned my phone on record so Bethany could hear the whole conversation. I feel so bad for her. I honestly do. If Hayes said it wasn't him, it must not be. I could tell he wasn't lying. He was serious about this. They really love each other.

Bethany's pov

I was chilling in my room while Mahogany left to talk to Hayes. I don't know what she's going to say, but it better be good. I heard a knock on the door so I went and checked who it is.

"Hey Matt" I said. He came into the room and sat down on the bed

"Are you okay" he asked. He was a true friend and I know he really cares.

"Yeah kind of. Sort of lonely though" I responded

"I know I get you" he said as he hugged me. I pulled away and Mahogany came in.

"Beth you have to hear this" she exclaimed.

Matt sat beside me and she started playing her phone. It was her and Hayes' conversation.

So he didn't do it. She did it. And he pulled away. I guess he pulled away after I left. The pain I've been feeling these past few days has been unbearable. It is so sad. And then all the fans on Twitter tweeting pictures of him kissing them and hugging them.

I loved Hayes Grier. And this won't be the end. I know it won't. I want to grow old with Hayes and that will happen I promise you. I've been so sad and depressed and guilty and every bad emotion you could feel. I have not stopped crying in days and I just feel like no one is there for me anymore. My parents left town and I just had no one what so ever. I want to forgive Hayes, I really do. Because this can't be over. And maybe I over reacted, but I don't think I did.

"I have to go see him" I insisted as I stood up and started walking away.

"Beth don't" Matt said as he grabbed my arm. I didn't even look back. I walked out  to Hayes' room and knocked on the door.

"Beth" he said as he embraced me. I started crying. He let go and walked me over to the bed. I don't think I've ever cried so much In My entire life. Between Maeve and Hayes this whole experience has been heart breaking.

H- "look Beth. I promise you I didn't do anything. She was the one who came to me and did It. I didn't enjoy it, and she is a slut. Bethany please don't be mad at me. I'm sorry I didn't try harder to contact you and tell you this. I just wanted to give you space, and I didn't want things to blow up even more. I love you Beth, more than any other human being in this world. Bethany I want to buy houses with you, I want to have kids with you, I want to marry you. I want to love you for all of my life.

I love you forever
I like you for always
As long as I'm with you
My baby you'll be"

I smiled and kissed him passionately. I love him so much. The way he put that just made my day. I love him more than anything in this entire universe. Hayes Grier is my boyfriend, and that will never change.

"I love you too. I honestly do. It just really hurt seeing that. I guess it's also like seeing you hugging and kissing fans and yeah. It's just been a little hard. But I love you babe. Thank you for just saying what you did. I promise we will be together till the end"