Fantasy

Chapter 30

It's been two whole weeks since our show in Charlotte. We are currently in LA though. These past two weeks have been so incredible. I've met so many fans, and had the most amazing experience in my life. Weve kept up audiences and slowly but surely we are getting bigger and bigger.

Before you ask, yes Hayes and I are still going strong. In touring we've officially had to be with each other in meet and greet because people want to take pictures with both of us. Like there are people who take pictures individually, but so many people want a Beth and Hayes picture. We did a joint follow spree on Twitter about that and it was really cute. The jacks and I have written most of the song that we will be producing, so now all that left is to record it. Which will be totally fun because I love recording.

We have a show tomorrow, and the Jacks and I record tomorrow together, and Cam is recording a new single too. I literally love my fans so much. They make me so so so happy. But these past two weeks have been hard at the same time. Watching Hayes kiss girls on the cheeks and hugging them and stuff gets my emotions everywhere, and it's really hard.

Shae and cam and still going strong too. Cam did a huge unfollow spree on Twitter and totally stood up for Shae, because of all the hate she was getting. He said that it wasn't fair to her and totally made the hate stop. Which is amazing, I'm so happy for Shae that she doesn't have to deal with it anymore.

Hayes and I talked to Bruce about our trip. Bruce said it should be okay, because we have that week and the week after off anyways. Which I'm totally stoked about because I really can't wait for that trip.

I really do miss home though. I love being in my own bed, hanging with all my friends and just that whole vibe. I miss my parents. And most of all, I miss Maeve. Even though she isn't here anymore, I miss her more than ever, and I've really been struggling with that. People understand though. I think I've taken it pretty well, and I'm just trying to push through. But my little bubble has to Pop at some point and this is its time.

My birthday is in two days in case you were wondering :) i love celebrating my birthday, but I mean I don't promote it and have a countdown like some people do just to get attention. That really annoys me.

Omg guys I'm so proud of myself though! My snapchat game has been so strong lately! It's actually awesome.

"Baby" Hayes mumbled as he walked in the room and looked up. He smiled at me and I opened my arms as I sat on my bed not wanting to get up.

"What can I do for you" I asked him

"Nothing at all. I just liked seeing your face light up when I say baby" he smiled and sat on the bed next to me. I told him to come over and we can watch a movie or something. I pulled out my computer and went onto Netflix. I clicked on PLL and looked at him and smiled.

"please boo I need to watch" I begged him like a little girl

"Baby girl" he said "I love you, but I don't wanna watch pretty little liars"

I didn't take his come back too well. I closed Netflix and went onto Twitter. I started my tweet that will make Hayes watch this with me

'@itsbethburling GUYS! I need you to all tweet Hayes and tell him to watch pretty little liars with me because I need a snuggle buddy'

Was exactly what I tweeted. I looked at him and he got my notification. It's so cute we have each others notifications on.

"Beth" he glared at me. I laughed my ass off looking at his mentions on Twitter.

"I love you" I kissed him and smiled when our lips touched

"But I love you more" he mumbled into my ear kissing my head.

"So if you love me more than you'll watch pretty little liars with me?" I asked him. I was fully caught up, but I just like going back and watching old episodes of it.

"Fuck you" he laughed

"Oh I'd be happy to fuck you" I told him and laughed at myself

"Same here babe" he smiled and held my chin up so I was looking at him. "But I'm not watching pretty little liars"

I glared at him and agreed to watch something else. I wanted a cute movie, so I chose The Bucket List. It was the only thing I could get Hayes to watch with me. I turned it on, and laid my head down on Hayes lap. I stretched my legs out, and look up at him

"You're cute" I smiled

"You're cuter" he mumbled and looked at the computer, clearly wanting to watch the movie.

We watched until the end. Which is always where I ball. We just passed the scene where they die together, and are buried together. And of course I'm crying. I stopped for a second, and then his little speech ended and I started balling again.

"Awe my princess" Hayes looked down at me. I sat up and reached over and got tissues. I closed my laptop. I looked over at him and he shed a tear but quickly wiped it away.

"Baby" I cried into him. I hugged him but wiped away my tears when he hovered over me. "Well that mood changed quickly"

"I prefer this one though" he smirked at me. I smiled at him and kissed him.

"I love you"

Just as I said that the door slammed open and cam was standing in the door way with Shae around his hips. They were intensely making out. Cam opened his eyes and looked at us. He stopped kissing her, and she jumped
Off him quickly after realizing we were in the room

"My room?" Hayes whispered into my ear. I nodded and grabbed my stuff. I walked past them winking and out the door.

We arrived in Hayes room and no one was there. He smirked at me and I smirked back. I put my thumbs in my shorts sliding them up and down. He but his lip and walked over to me.

"Right here right now?" He asked me. I shook my head. I walked over to his bed and opened his computer. He came shortly after and put his hand on my upper thigh. I bit my lip but focused on what I was doing. I pulled up a picture and showed it to him

It was a lake house thing that my parents owned. They usually rent it out to people, but not this week. I smiled and looked up at him. Cam gave me the idea, and told me it would be a fun thing for the two of us to do. He seemed kind of suspicious about it though.

"As long as your in a sexy bathing suit and I can't take it off you and fuck you then yeah" he smirked and bit his lip. I smiled at him and nodded. Hayes and I have only done it once, and I've never ever done it with anyone else. And last time I was pretty sore after, but it was amazing. I don't know why, but I felt this nervousness for this time. Maybe, I don't know.

I grabbed my bag and pulled out the bathing suit that I already packed. It was a white strapless, lacey top, with hot pink, flower printed bottoms. It was a cute bathing suit actually. I tossed it at him and grabbed a bathing suit of his, extra underwear and condoms from his 'special spot' as Hayes calls it, from his backpack. I packed them in my oversized purse and smiled and him. He was staring at me so I gave him a questioning look. Then I realized he was staring at my boobs. I threw a towel at him and chuckled to myself.

This is gonna be a fun night.