#Trigger Warning!!! - SUICIDE SELF HARM - PLEASE DON'T READ IF YOU ARE SENSITIVE
After updating the story at a slow pace, I eventually stopped altogether. It wasn't exactly a conscious choice — circumstances just took over. I really didn't want to become that Wattpad author who vanishes for months because of "life stuff." Since we're all strangers here, I feel comfortable opening up.
Recently, I moved out of my parents' house. It was a tough decision, but necessary for my mental health and freedom. Right now, my main focus has been working, managing expenses, and taking care of myself. Physically, I've always been fragile, severe asthma and a weak body didn't help. On top of that, I was battling depression, taking medications, and often found myself dissociating.
During this time, I struggled with suicidal thoughts. Living in a high-rise building made it even harder, with those dark ideas always lingering. I often felt like I had nothing left to lose, no wealth, no good health, and no real love.
Growing up, I witnessed constant fighting at home and suffered from my father's abuse. Because of that, I crave love deeply, yet when someone tries to offer it, I find myself unable to truly accept it. Love, both giving and receiving, has always felt like something foreign to me. That's why I couldn't date anyone till now. No relationships, because I don't know how to create bond with a partner, how act around them, how to trust or beware about them.
I am taking therapy to get better, to live and to laugh again. I want to assure that I will keep updating the story, I am not abandoning it.
I'll see you guys in the next update soon!
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Try Me Alpha (Taekook)
FanfictionA young Omega was rejected by his mate. Deserted alone in a werewolf world where Omega's were considered as prized possessions. Jungkook, A True Alpha didn't wanted to mate an Omega especially Kim Taehyung. He left him in the forest after rejection...
