A New Person

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i run upstairs into my room looking around anything to try to remember just anything would be great i opened some drawers just clothes and random stuff i opened the last drawer and found a picture it was me and some guy blonde hair blue eyes well built i was hugging his neck from behind

i smiled at the picture probably an ex or something i put it in the drawer and found pictures next to it a bunch of me and zach us kissing,hugging,and holding hands i sat on the bed and just looked at them so happy in love i just wish i could remember i heard the door shut and looked up

it was Edwin i think he was he sat on the bed next to me "hey so do you remember anything about you know your life"i laugh "um not really just hoping it comes back to me soon i hate seeing everybody like this its my fault its like im just a new person im not Aryn,

its like i fucking possessed her or something i just hate it"i throw the pictures and start to cry i hug my knees and edwin embraces me in a hug i back up away from him "its all my fault"i dont feel like im Aryn she has all the memories im a new person

i cry more and edwin hugs me rubbing my back zach came in and ran to my side "woah what happened"i sniffled stopping the tears "nothing"he picks me up and sets me on his lap he wipes away my tears but i stand up"look you guys need to understand i need time

i cant just go back and remember im sorry ok im sorry im a new person which means that i need time to see if i even wanna date"zach nodded and left the room not saying a single thing edwin ran after him and i decided to take a nap just escape this world and go to my dreams i slipped into bed and closed my eyes.

Zachs P.O.V

i ran out of the house and down the street i ran as fast as i could i cant believe she said that just yesterday she loved me why i cant take it i collapsed at my door crying my mom opened it "oh my gosh"

she grabs me helping me inside and to my room she hugged me and i just cried harder than i have before "she doesnt wanna be with me"i finally get out my mom just told me "everything is gonna be ok"but i couldnt believe her Aryn was my whole world ,

yes, i have thousands of supporters but i loved her i was with her 24/7 i wanted a life with her i wanted to get married and possibly have kids but something as stupid as hitting your head ruined everything i hit my head repeatedly on the wall "so stupid"i repeated over and over

my mom shook me "stop that now if you loved her you wouldnt do this to yourself she may not remember but you can make new memories show her what she forgot show her how much you love her and care for her"

i sniffled and stood up i changed into some khaki pants and my PartyLine t-shirt i slid back on my shoes grabbed my phone and some money running out the door i just hope this works

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