Finding What Was Lost

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she finally looks at me her voice cracked a lot "Zach you have been my everything for a long time even before you knew i existed when i was in that bathroom i remembered well most of us and my life but their comes a time when two people get pulled apart and i cant do this again

i fall for you so deeply its like losing you is losing myself you kept me whole you saved my life and now all i would ever want is to not cause any drama you shouldn't have come you need to leave Zach and please move on"he shakes his head

"i wont and this cant happen just tell me you love me and i can have things back to normal"i wipe my eyes "Zach their was never any normal"he almost looked as if he was lost "just tell me you love me"he repeated i bit my lip and looked down "i do just it cant happen"

he backs up and runs away what did i just do i fell back onto the bed and a nurse came in "m'am we have the test results and we have diagnosed you with depression you will see a shrink 2 times a week and we have 2 types of medication we want you to take every 6 hours"

i roll my eyes "i'm not depressed i know whats wrong with me and i don't want a therapist and really pills yeah nice work nurse make my life just more of a mess"i was being so mean its like i couldn't control what came out of my mouth she hands me the pills and stays to see me take it then leaves

Bella's P.O.V

i see Zach walk out he looked really mad i walked up "is she OK are you"he shook his head "i don't know she didn't speak to me and when she did she broke up with me so how do you think i am"he was so in love with her that it was killing him inside i can see it "Zach don't do anything stupid"

he looked away from me "i'm not i promised Aryn just like she promised me i love her and the girl in that room is not my girlfriend i don't know who she is"he runs out and i run to her room opening the door "what the hell just happened"she shrugs

"well i got diagnosed with depression and have to take 2 pills 4 times a day and see a therapist"i shook my head "no i mean Zach you love him and what you did was a big mistake you need to talk things through

are you even my sister because she is always positive and happy and works things out she wouldn't do this"she pulls out the needle in her arm and starts putting on a jacket and sweat pants "what are you doing"she looks up and smiles "finding my happiness"i clapped understanding what she meant

"your arm is bleeding"i noticed she looks down where she took out the needle was bloody she wraps a towel around it and ran out of the hospital i had to sign her out before we left which they insisted she stay but she was already gone

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