New Memories (A Bruhitszach FanFic)

Almost The End

it was a text from Zach

Z:i don't care what my mom says i love you and i'm going to see you again we are not splitting up i would do anything to see you right now i'm so sorry when i saw you cry and know that i cant hold you in my arms and tell you everything is gonna be OK is killing me i love you more than my own life

i wipe my eyes and hold back the tears "OK guys well lets at least try and have a good broadcast"i played some music and what a surprise Aftertaste by Shawn Mendes plays i press skip and Say Something by A Great Big World plays

why are all my songs sad i click skip again and All I Want by Daniel Skye plays i put on a smile "OK lets restart this broadcast"i got out of the shot and jumped in the view of the camera "whats up internet how y'all doing were gonna have a fun broadcast type 1 if your ready"i saw a bunch of 1's

i move on the floor and put it at an angle "HEY Lyn"i yell she comes in "hey are yo-oh is that your broadcast"i nod "yeah you should do it with me i need my bestie"i pouted a bit and she laughed "fine"i clapped "yay"we answer comments and dance around

it may of looked like i was having a great time but i had to fight the urge to break down and cry once i saw it hit the 20 minute mark i couldn't take it anymore "i-i have to use the bathroom"i ended the broadcast and felt the tears i ran into the bathroom and slid to the floor

"im not strong"i whispered to myself i heard knocks "Aryn,Aryn?"i looked over their it was the blade the one that made me feel strong but actually made me weak i couldn't,no i promised Zach but i needed to i hugged my knees Lyn banging on the door

for one second i picked it up and looked at it everything suddenly stopped its like i couldn't control my movement i saw my old scars i remembered the feeling the banging stopped and i just looked at the stains tracing my finger across the side not bleeding i press it to my arm

the door busts open and theirs Lyn and the police she crouched down and hugged me i literally was going crazy "oh thank god"she says Bella enters and just looks at me tears forming in her eyes the blade moves as she lets go of me and makes a small cut for that second i black out from sheer pain and fear

A/N:wow so hard to write thank you for all your feedback it means so much honestly dont stop reading now next chapters we will see what happens between Zach and Aryn oh and if you do self harm or think about doing it please dont and stop life is to precious if you ever need to talk message me or something please do it im always here :)