The new guy in my class (completed)

chapter 19

" Yes"

I stood there shocked. My vision blurry. " No. No. I won't let you. Jason no. Please be joking. Please.", i said hoping it was a joke." I'm sorry Mia. I can't risk your safety like that.", he said. " My safety? I couldn't give a rat's tail about my safety if it means not being with you.", i said as more tears blurred my vision.

" Mia, i'm not kidding around.", Jason said. A tear escaped my eyes, " No...... i don't care, i love you.", i said sniffing.

JASON'S P.O.V.

I stood there, watching tears run down her face. I hated seeing here like this. I wanted to hug her, to comfort her, but i couldn't. I felt my heart sink. I was trying hard not to put any expression on my face.

Gosh!!!!!! I hate myself for hurting her, but it's what's good for HER NOT ME.

" Jason, please, tell me this is a joke. Babe, please.", she whispered. " NO. MIA, GOOD BYE.", i said to her every word i said cut deeper and deeper into my heart. I turned around, ready to walk away. Then i heard Mia drop to her knees, then i heard sobs.

' Why are you doing this?', a voice inside my head asked. I stopped walking, i closed my eyes trying to compose myself.

MIA'S P.O.V.

He turned around and started walking. I felt so sad, my knees let out on me, and i fell on them, sure, it hurt, but not as much as the pain i was feeling in my heart. I heard Jason's footsteps stop, a flicker of hope came to me, i looked up, hoping to see his warm smile, hoping to see his warm smile, hoping to see him with extended arms, telling my to come to him,but it never happened, he just hept walking.

I watched as he walked away.

I now understand how Bella felt when Edward left her, she felt helpless, lonely, confused, sad, angry, unworthy, ugly, lost, and most of all, dead on the inside, without him, you have no one to hug you and say i still love you. Well yeah, God still loves me.

But i would give any thing to replay this day. If i had the chance, i wouldn't have tried to impress Jason. We would probably be in class holding hands right now....... happily.

As i watched him walk away, i felt a part of my soul go with him too.

I LOVE YOU JASON.

PLEASE COME BACK.

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