The new guy in my class (completed)

chapter 20

I'm empty..... gone... broked.... sad..... alone........ dead..... helpless..... meaningless. I just can't take not being with him.

After our break up, i went home, i didn't go to school, i cried myself to sleep, i woke up crying, i ate crying, i dressed crying, i decided to walk to school instead of riding, but i cried then too. I dressed as usual. Baggy clothes, i have red puffy eyes now, and bags under my eyes from sleep deprivation. I cried during the times i was awake last night.

Anyway, i pulled myself together, and went into class. I was prepared to see him. And not cry. I think.

I went into class, only to see his gorgeous face. My breathe caught. i took my seat, next to him. " Hey, Jas.", i said with fake enthusiasm in my voice. " Hey.", he said coldly, not even looking at me. I looked down at my book, tears threatening to fall. I shock my head, telling myself not to cry. I sighed, then turned in the opposite direction.

JASON'S P.O.V.

I turned around to see her facing the other direction. She looked........ different, she looked, tired? Not sure. I hated seeing her like that, but i needed to keep this up for a couple of days until she gets over me.

I still love her, but i have to let her go.

MIA'S P.O.V.

We didn't talk for three classes, and as the bell rang, i slowly made my way to the cafeteria. As i got there, i saw Shelly, leaning in to Jas. She was trying to kiss him.

No way, he wouldn't he still loves me. Right?

JASON'S P.O.V.

Shelly was trying to kiss me. I was about to push her away when i saw Mia, looking at me.

Sorry mi Mi.

I took Shelly's face in my hand and kissed her. i knew it would hurt Mia, but i had to. Forher sake. As i kissed Shelly, i saw Mia's eyes water, then she fan out of the cafeteria. My heart broke seeing her like that.

I hurt her.

' You didn't have to do that, go say sorry then be with her and be happy.', a voice in my head said. i ignored it. I knew what i had to do.

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Jason is an idiot for leaving Mia. He should listen to the voice in his head! ___ My comment

love, l ; )