However 💕

CHAPTER-20

.Voila's Pov.
On my way back home, I instructed the driver to stop by Evy's favorite store let's see if we can buy something that she likes.
I really need to baby her up before slowly inserting my explanations about today that how domestic I became for the man that I loathed with every 100 ways.
Actually I'm wondering that she hasn't done any better she had a damn kiss with Sky and tried convincing me that it was nothing I wouldn't have understood the whole fiasco if Sky wouldn't have explained it himself to me, so I'm way better than her also I do think these men have a thing for being forcefull even I had given up to Cliff that day at the party thank god he didn't went any further otherwise the feminist in me would have killed herself over and over. I can't give a word that what is it with Cliff but I can say it is something and I need time to draw a conclusion.

To divert my dumb mind I asked the driver to turn on the music, now the driver will feel shorter, I started humming...

💫And I can go anywhere I want
Anywhere I want, just not home
And you can aim for my heart, go for blood
But you would still miss me in your bones
And I still talk to you (when I'm screaming at the sky)
And when you can't sleep at night (you hear my stolen lullabies)
I didn't have it in myself to go with grace
And so the battleships will sink beneath the waves
You had to kill me, but it killed you just the same
Cursing my name, wishing I stayed
You turned into your worst fears
And you're tossing out blame, drunk on this pain
Crossing out the good years
And you're cursing my name, wishing I stayed
Look at how my tears ricochet💫

"Woah that was quick" I slammed the car door smiling at the driver.
As I reached inside our mansion I tossed my heels away, why did I even wore them 'obviously not to look like a teddy bear around those two giant bears'. I changed into a night gown and remove the little makeup I had I am a core believer of cleansing rest all skincare is just a myth whatever! nobody needs my theory I just needed to yap to the mirror but the fucking mirror didn't answered back whatever, his loss!
I slided downstairs and to be honest I was trying to be as noisy as I can, I really demand a good scolding from Evy my day is incomplete without it I texted my mum that I'm doing great, texted my manager to send me my schedule for tomorrow I need go see things myself but I also need to fetch time for shopping with Sky I don't think Cliff will follow us there, rest all can be handled. Next I checked the freezer if our house help has kept my cold coffee in there , Of course it was there I picked it up and searched for some cookies.
Chanting god's name I strolled towards my right without forgetting to bump on the couch, I guess this couch becomes invisible with will because I can gamble on the fact that it wasn't here a second ago atleast I didn't see it and how I don't know.

I went to knock on Evie's room. I actually had a lot to tell her-
Well, as if I really even can tell her anything clearly.
How do I explain everything? That I've literally tossed all her lectures and rushed to that nonchalant man.

Like... how do I even begin to tell her that while she was breaking her back organizing a whole damn event that originally I had to look after, her boss was in the kitchen cooking for a certain someone?

I know she's my core supporter-my backbone on most days. She'd probably say something like, "It's fine, give someone a fair chance" or "You need to decide on your own."
But deep down, she doesn't like Cliff.
Or maybe... she's just being protective.

She's seen me lose myself over someone who didn't deserve my time.
She's seen me be serious, and then burn myself out pretending I wasn't.
But this...
This is different.

I like him-to a point that I hate it.

I wanted a damn land deal from this man few months ago. That's it.

And now I'm catching myself having wet dreams about wrapping myself around him like he belongs to me.
Ridiculous, right?

That's exactly what I am.
Ridiculous.