Break My Heart Again(Becstin Fan-Fic)

I need to

*A few classes later*

I walked out of my 4th class I went down the flight of stairs that lead to the bungalows, as soon as I passed the bungalows I saw Austin walking with his friends to the front of the band room where Maria and I usually hang out, great where am I supposed to meet Maria at now? I sigh and saw Maria walking to the spot thinking I was already there but I quickly walked behind her,

"Maria, don't go over there! Austin and his friends are in the area we hang out." I said which made her turn quickly.

"Fuck, Becky you scared the living daylights out of me! Also great now where do you want to hang out at?" She asks.

"I have no idea but lets just walk around the campus." I said as she nods, we both pass by Austin and his friends I saw Austin look at me as he talked to his friends. I sigh and put my head down as we walked around to kill time.

"Okay so what happened? Are you back to talking to Austin or what?" She asks me.

"Uh... no. Like I'm guessing we're still friends but he's paying more attention to his girlfriend so I guess it's all good, I'm just bummed because I actually thought I had another chance to be with him again." I said.

"He's dumb, just don't pay any attention to him." She says.

"I'll try." I say as we make a left going to the right side of the campus.

*20 minutes later*

Maria and I walked 3 track laps talking about Austin and Camila,

"Becky I need to tell you something about Austin." She says as I sighed,

"Do I really need to know?" I asked.

"Its something you should know if you're thinking of talking to him again sometime and I'm only warning you about it so you can be careful." She says.

"Okay? What is it?" I asked.

"Becky you have to take this slowly and I don't want your anxiety to act up right now." She says,

"What is it, Maria?" I asked.

"They.."

"They what?!" I asked anxiously.

*Bell Rings for the next class*

As everyone begins to scram to their classes we stay behind waiting for her to tell me.

"Maria spill it out!" I said.

"Alright! They had sex!" She says which made my heart drop.

"W-What?" I asked.

"You heard Becky..." She sighs.

"I-I can't b-believe it! How can he-?" I was interrupted by Maria,

"He's a douche Becky.. you don't need that dumbass! There's so many guys here who you can like!" She says.

"Yeah b-but I love him! No one else but him!" I said letting a tear roll down my cheek.

"Becky you will move on eventually you know?" She says,

"Yeah but not at the moment, I need some time please just take me to class." I said as she nodded, we caught up with the rest of the kids walking up the stairs to their next class. Ugh 5th period.. I always see Austin before and after walking periods, shit. As soon as we reached the top of the staircase I locked eyes with Austin's beautiful ones, he and I just kept our stare.

"Becky! Let's go before the late bell rings!" Maria said tugging my arm with her, I looked at Austin and gave him a sad look before we ran to the class but before I walked in Maria said bye and I met up with Dana in front of the classroom. I couldn't breathe, I felt like I was running low on oxygen, so I breathed hard trying to catch my breath before I know it kids in my class and my teacher crowded around me making me feel more uncomfortable.

"Becky! Breathe in and out!" Dana says calmly.

"What's going on?" My teacher asks trying to keep the rest of the students calm and seated in their seats.

"Just a panic attack, Becky's going to be fine. She just needs some air can we take her outside and help her control her breathing? I know what to do." Dana tells the teacher as Jasmin helps me be stable.

"Yeah just don't take too long or I'll send her to the nurse!" He says as Dana nods helping Jasmin take me outside, I was still not able to breathe right.

"Becky calm down! Just take slow deep breathes in and out." Dana says calmly again, I did as I was told to do and after a few minutes of doing so I controlled my breathing a little better, my hands stopped shaking so much, and I managed to control the tears a bit.

"Dana what happened?" Jasmin asked her, Dana just shrugged.

"Becky what did happen?" Dana asked me.

"Dana I know what happened between Camila and Austin, why didn't you tell me sooner?!" I asked.

"Oh... Maria told you didn't she?" Dana sighs as Jasmin stayed confused,

"Austin and Camila had sex, Jasmin." Dana told her knowing she was confused.

"Aw. I'm so sorry Becky.." She says as she hugged me and I felt my heart break little by little trying to process the fact that it happened. My heart ached too much this week and last week, I wanted today to be good at least a little bit but it didn't happen. I sighed and tried to keep my tears in so I just let them all fall out putting my head on Jasmin's shoulder. I don't normally cry at school only when I'm really hurting that's when I do, my friends know that and that's why they're always trying their hardest to cheer me up sometimes they don't like to see me hurt.

*End of the day*

Thank you god I made it halfway through the day even though I cried and showed my weakness which is Austin... I'm just glad its Friday and that I will have a two day break from all this shit. Right now I don't even have the energy to get my stuff in time and leave fast after what I heard from Maria and Dana hell no. I slowly grab my bag and shove my notebook with my pen inside zipping it up after, I walked out being the last one out. I made sure no one was outside when I walked outside to get out of the school especially I kept an eye out for Austin not wanting to bump into him... wait aw shit! I have volleyball practice today! Great. Change of plans, I walked to the left side of the campus, put my bag down when I arrived and began to warm up for practice.

*After Practice*

I walked out the gate and made a left turn to get to the front of the school as soon as I got there I felt eyes on me so I turned and found Austin sitting there on the steps alone. He just looked at me for awhile till I sighed and continued to walk home. I need to get over him.

I need to.

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////A\N\\\\: Hai chipmunks! I updated I hope you enjoyed it! I'll update tomorrow love you all and should I start Question of the day? I really wanna get to know you all and you're interests so let me know in the comments! (: Vote please <3