Break My Heart Again(Becstin Fan-Fic)

Why

*Later that day*

I walked out of my last class of the day and walked quickly to avoid stares, okay you might find this weird but I hate having people stare at me I feel like they all hate me. Yes, you could say I have issues but I can't control it...anyways I looked down at the ground and didn't pay any attention to anyone. I hate walking alone I feel unsafe for some reason but I don't get it because I'm always on my own so I should be use to it. I look up to see if I should stay in the homework club and help out a bit or to go home to just do the usual, lock myself up in my room and stay in there listening to music. I rather just go see if they even need help with anything anyway. I put my earphones on and listened to 'Love Drunk by Boys like Girls'. I continue to walk and made a left to the small set of stairs, after walking up exhausted, I walked into the cafeteria. 

"Hey Brenda!" I smile as I see her helping a kid out with his homework.

"Hey Becky!" She smiles back.

"Where's Fred?" I ask.

"Outside in the usual." She says.

"Oh okay, do you need any help today?" 

"No, its all good today, thanks though." She says.

"No problem and okay I'll come back tomorrow." I say before I walked out through the right door of the cafeteria to meet up with Fred. 

I walked out to the basketball courts area crossing the small grass course.

"Hey Fred." I said.

"Hey Becks, ready for the volleyball game next weekend?" He asks. 

"Very. I'm not going to stay long here today though because I have a dentist appointment so just letting you know I'm going to come for the rest of the week though." I said.

"Alright no problem, see you then Becks." he said before I walked back to the cafeteria, I didn't see Brenda there anymore so I just decided to leave home. I walked out back down the set of stairs and bumped into someone,

"Hey sorry." I say looking up to the person.

"No its- oh it's you Rebbeca." Austin said, 

"Oh... uhm bye." I say as I tried to walk away from him but he got a hold of my arm.

"Can we talk?" He asks making sure no one was around.

"Uh yeah I guess." I said.

"Becky, how are you doing?" He asks. How do you think I've been doing after you freaking told me and this other girl you had feelings for the both of us?! 

"Fine." I lied.

"You don't seem like it. What's wrong?" You.

"Nothing, I'm fine." I lied again.

"Becky if it has anything to do with Camila and Kassie-" I interrupted him saying,

"I don't want to talk about that, I don't want to talk at all. Just leave me alone." I said before I walked away quickly back home. I felt a tear slip down my cheek, another one for a dumb boy. 

Later  that day I felt my phone vibrate and left it alone for about an hour until I had the guts to see who it was.

"I have feelings for you, you're the only one for me. You're the girl of my dreams!" From Austin. My heart felt all warmed up and I felt the inside of me jump for joy I forgot everything at the moment.

"Really?" I responded and a few minutes later I receive,

"Yes :)" I smile from ear to ear and then responded. 

After that we just kept texting that night it was as if he was right there next to me talking to me, we didn't stop texting till I fell asleep at 2 in the morning. I woke up a few hours later to find that it was 7 o'clock, I got up quickly and got dressed to get to school. I looked at myself in the mirror and remembered what happened last night then smiled ear to ear once again, so this is what happiness felt like and what being in love feels like. Yes... I do love Austin, I've loved him since the first week I've met him which was a few years ago but he just kept messing around with me and we hated each other then, hiding the real feelings we had for each other. As soon as I finished brushing my teeth I threw my shoes on and grabbed my phone then walked out to the door.

"I'm going!" I yell to my mom.

"Alright bye!" She yells back as I roll my eyes then walked out.

I look down to my phone to find only one message, 

"You fell asleep :(" this was at 2:23 a.m. I laugh and responded with a,

"Yeah I know xD " then I shoved my phone back into my jean pocket.

For some reason I feel like today isn't going to turn out so good but I think that is just the negativity talking. 

*Fast Forward to lunch, nothing really happened but boring school*

I was making my way over to Maria but I felt someone take something from my backpack, I turn around to find Austin running away leaving my backpack opened. I roll my eyes and laughed as I ran after him, 

"Austin! Give me my pens!!" I yell as he stopped behind Camila.

"No!!" He laughs.

"Austin!" I say with a tingly feeling inside my stomach.

"Alright fine!" He said surrendering and gave me my pens back. As soon as he did that he wrapped his arms around Camila's petite waist and let his chin resting on her shoulder. 

"Woah.. you guys are back together?" I asked Camila.

"Oh yeah! I forgot to tell you!" She smiles looking at Austin making my heart drop and break into a million pieces. 

"Oh uh.. congratulations!" I say trying to let my voice crack from me trying not to break down in front of them. I feel Austin's eyes on me but I avoid him and said,

"Well I have to go catch up with Maria so I'll see you around!" I say to Camila and Austin. I turn around and walked back to Maria as soon as I was out of their sight I let my head hung low, and let another tear fall. How could I have been so stupid? I saw Maria talking to Jesse near the band room in our usual meet up place. I wipe away the tear from my cheek and walked up to them,

"Hey Jesse." I smile a little to her,

"Hey Becks! Well I'm going to go I just came to keep Maria some company. I'll see you around." She smiles and walks away.

"Hey Maria." I said clearing my throat and sniffled.

"Hey whats wrong Becks." She asks.

"Austin is whats wrong, he got back with Camila last night." 

"Oh yeah I know I found out in 3rd period."

"Wort part is that he told me I was the one for him and we texted from 8 last night till 2 in the morning... why did he do this to me?" I asked trying not to let myself break down.

"I honestly don't know and oh my.. I'm sorry. He's just a douche try to get over him." She says.

"I'll try but its not easy after being in love with him for a few years.." I said, the rest of the lunch break we stood there in silence and me in pain. The last classes I had my head down and felt nothing but more ache, I can't believing I'm aching for a guy. He's been there with me through almost everything and now this is what he does? He says stuff but doesn't really mean it, I'm guessing he just really hates my guts. 

Why did he do this to me? What did I ever do to him? Why?

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//////A\\\N/////: Hey chipmunks I updated sorry for the long wait again, thing aren't really going great at the moment, but I'm still trying and managing to get things up and done. Vote and Comment even though this is a crappy chapter but I hope you kind of like it <3