*The next day*
Austin and I have been texting all morning.. he's so sweet and he keeps telling me he loves me which makes me feel all butterflies in my stomach. My parents put me to do millions of chores tomorrow, I'm very tired and today is basically the only day I get a break since my parents are out. After a while of texting about weird stuff and funny emoticons, I asked him what is he going to do about Camila with he and I dating.
'I'll just break up with her. - Austin'
'Are you sure? You look really happy with her. - Becky'
'But I'm happier with you. - Austin'
'Are you sure? - Becky'
'Yes - Austin'
'Alright... I just don't want you to make a mistake you'll later regret, Austin. - Becky'
'Okay - Austin'
I hate when guys do that... you try to be all sweet and soft then they just send you a simple dumb message, just wow.
*The next day*
I threw on some clothes this morning, I wore a blue light sweater with dark blue jeans and regular black with white converse. I ran out of the house a few minutes before the bell rang for homeroom, here we go.*Fast Forward in the middle of lunch break*
I was talking to Maria about some bands and named a few of our favorite songs from them I look over at Austin and he looked sad... the unusual sad. When I say 'unusual' I mean he's never sad in public but today for some reason he is.. I wonder whats going on."Hey Maria does Austin look sad to you?" I asked looking at his direction. She glanced at him and was taken a bit by suprise,
"He does. I don't think we've ever seen him sad in public before this is the first." She said.
"Yeah.. I feel like something is going to happen today but I don't know what, yet." I sigh looking at him once again. As soon as the bell ran for fifth period Maria and I walked at our regular slow pace to our classes.
"I'm tired." I complained to Maria.
"Same. I'm guessing that 2 1/2 miles we had to run earlier drained a lot of energy from me." She sighs.
"Yeah. I don't get it.. what's Physical Education going to teach us in life? All of us are forced to get fit just because its a popular thing now? Plus the fitness test is really dumb! You have to be a certain weight in order to pass the class which is really dumb." I said being open minded.
"I know right! It's stupid." Maria says as we make our way up the stairs in order to get to another bigger set of stairs.
"My leg hurts!" Maria complains as I laugh.
"I wonder why." I said.
"Because of the run." She says looking at me in a serious face expression.
"That could be.." I said still laughing.
"Oh be quiet! Not everything is that!" She says reading my mind about what it could've been as well. Maria's never had a boyfriend in her life so I'm just trying to mess with her a bit she's still trying to keep her single 'reputation' going. She can like a guy but she just won't ever date them if they'd ask her.
"Haha whatever you say." I laugh once again as we finished our first set of stairs. I see Austin walking quickly to the last set if stairs with Camila hand in hand. Camila was confused but Austin still looked sad. I walked a little bit quicker to see what was going to happen and as soon as we reached the top Austin was in tears trying to talk to Camila. At this point my heart began to race, my heart broke seeing him choke on his own words and the tears rolling down his cheeks.
"I wonder whats going on with them." Maria says looking in the same direction as I am.
"I feel the same way. Get to class I'll talk to you after." I told her as she nodded. I made my way to class with that shattered heart feeling in my chest... why am I feeling like this? I guess seeing Austin upset and sad makes me feel sad... I really don't know what the fuck is going on with me. I look back to find Camila in tears as well, Austin's face was red from crying and Camila just had her head down removing her hand from Austin's.
They love each other.. why did I ever get in between them? They were so happy together! See Becky! This is what happens when you let you're idiotic self into situations like this! Why couldn't you just let Austin be happy for once! I sighed and turned back around facing my classroom. The late bell soon rang before I got to my seat, I don't care if I got here late... I need to know whats going to happen next. I felt my phone vibrate from my pocket and I slowly took it out reading the message that I had recieved from Austin..'No need to worry about Camila anymore. I broke up with her. - Austin'
They broke up..
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/////A\N\\\\: Hey guys... sorry I haven't updated till today. Since I've just finished my first week of school my depression has gotten worse and my anxiety has gone bad again. I'm seeing a therapist and I guess you can say I'm getting 'help' but really my therapist is not helping at all. Anyway, I'm sorry I just posted right now and sorry for the sucky writing its about 11 something p.m. and I'm half asleep. I'll update on another fanfic right now before I go to sleep. Vote and Comment <3
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Break My Heart Again(Becstin Fan-Fic)
Fiksi PenggemarBecky Gomez is a 16 year old who is deeply in love with the 17 year old Austin Mahone. They've dated for a while then broke up. No matter how many times Becky tries to move on he is always in her mind. She always hated love until love itself strucke...