A Hundred Shades Of Boy ♡ [BxBxBxB]

we should date

Having Luke and Megan gone from gym class seemed to throw everything a bit off-balance.

Colby and Brad became Colby and Brad and Emily, because Emily didn't have Megan to talk to. Sasha and Jess usually hung out with Luke, but Colby had a feeling that even if Luke was here, they wouldn't talk to him. Something had snapped between Luke and Sasha that day. Something had happened that now, they didn't speak to each other.

And Colby was curious about it, like he'd always been curious about Luke and Sasha. He'd never really stopped thinking about that day he caught them making out against the lockers. Now, he felt a bit like he was caught in the middle between them.

Colby almost always had Sasha in the corner of his eye. When they had to pair up for badminton practice, Brad shrugged apologetically as he chose his girlfriend over Colby. Colby said it was fine, and tried to look cool and confident as he walked over to Sasha. "You and me?"

He hoped Sasha agreed. Colby didn't talk to anyone else in this class.

Sasha looked at Jess. She smiled and said, "I'll go with Anna." A brunette came up and took Jess by the hand, and Jess blushed. They were so cute. Sasha wished he could have that.

If Sasha had a boyfriend, he would act like he hated the affection, but secretly he would love it, need it, crave it. He hoped his future boyfriend would just know that, and tell Sasha he was beautiful and kiss him on the face without Sasha having to ask.

God, he was so fucking down bad. Last year he had just wanted sex. Now he was a sap.

Colby smirked at him teasingly. "Do you hate badminton as much as you hate ping-pong?"

"Do not say the p-word in front of me, Frenchie," Sasha replied, pointing an accusatory finger. It made Colby laugh. Genuinely laugh. It only hit Sasha then just how rare that was. He felt a dumb swell of pride.

Sasha was not good at badminton.

Well, to be fair, he was perfectly average at it, but Colby was so good in comparison it made him look a lot worse.

Colby got the way he did when Sasha wasn't good at something, all soft and overly gentle and not trying as hard, giving him points for free. Sasha tried not to show how frustrated he was. He didn't want to be frustrated, he didn't want Colby to act like that, he didn't want to be so shit at everything all the time. He wished Colby wasn't so goddamn athletic and perfect at everything.

But Sasha had to admit. It was pretty much one of the hottest things about Colby. One of the reasons Sasha had an unfortunate huge crush on him. Aesthetically, athletes were Sasha's type. He liked his boys tall, lean, well-toned. The kind of boy who looks hot when he sweats because he's so used to it. Jocks were assholes, though, and Sasha didn't like that. The problem came when a jock was nice to him. Because then Sasha wanted to get on his knees and put his mouth to good use.

Like with Luke. And now Colby.

Cal had been something else entirely– something Sasha hadn't been expecting. Something Sasha hadn't known he wanted. In a way, though, it still made sense. All of his boys were gorgeous, elegant, and too damn confident for their own good.

It was after class that Colby hit him with the difficult question. "What happened between you and Luke?"

Sasha sighed. "You really want to know?"

Colby shrugged. "Yeah."

Sasha couldn't say that Colby himself had been the catalyst for a lot of it. And honestly, it wasn't all that true. Sasha didn't blame Colby for any of it.

"Okay." Sasha paused, hesitating for a long time as they walked into the locker room, trying to find the words. "I was tired of Luke only liking me when it was convenient. When he wanted to. When he felt like it. When he wanted to get laid. The whole friends with benefits thing, I'm over it. I can't do it. I want a relationship. A real one. What's crazy is, I don't think I'd even care if my boyfriend fucked other people too, as long as it didn't mean anything. I just– I want to be someone's favorite. I want someone to be mine. Like Anna and Jess, they can't fucking get enough of each other."