𝗥𝗘𝗧𝗥𝗢𝗨𝗩𝗔𝗜𝗟𝗟𝗘 | 𝘦. 𝘫𝘢𝘦𝘨𝘦𝘳

028 | cheer up eren.

RETROUVAILLE.

EREN'S HOUSE
6:30 pm.
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DEFTONES WAS BLASTING ON HIS TV as eren laid in his bed and stared at the ceiling. ever since the breakup eren had been a mess. he went right back to his old ways of drinking, smoking, and playing music every single day. he didn't know what to do. you were the only thing motivating him to do anything. now that you were gone he had nothing.

he was so angry at himself for what he did. he had someone perfect and he fucked it up once again. he missed you so bad. seeing you ignore his texts and calls just made him want to crash. he knew he fucked up and there was nothing he could do about it. he knew you didn't want to talk to him any time soon. all he could do was sit at home and cuss himself out for being so stupid.

he grabbed some weed out of his bedside drawer and started rolling up a blunt. eren felt like alcohol and weed were his only escapes. he didn't know any other ways to get his mind off of you.

just as he was about to light his blunt he heard a knock at his door. he ignored it and continued. the knocking didn't stop. whoever was at the door was not giving up. eventually eren got up to see who it was. he opened the door with a very annoyed look on his face.

"damn eren you look horrible." jean spoke as he made a yikes face.

at the door stood jean and armin. armin's face was full of concern while jean's was more full of disgust. he was looking eren up and down and shaking his head.

"you haven't just been sitting here doing nothing have you?" he asked.

"what do you want?"eren questioned bluntly.

"dude, we haven't heard from you in forever." jean answered.

"we just came to check on you." armin added.

eren sighed deeply and let them in. even though he just wanted to be by himself, maybe some company would distract him.

jean and armin looked around eren's place in silence. it was clear he had not been cleaning up. his sink was full of dishes, trash hadn't been taken out, empty alcohol bottles were everywhere, and it reeked of weed.

"eren if you had kids they'd call cps on you for this shit." jean said disappointedly.

"well i don't have kids." eren quickly snapped back as he flopped down on the couch.

jean and armin stood in front of him and just stared at him. eren looked around trying to avoid eye contact until he couldn't anymore.

"what?" he asked.

"we're worried about you eren. i know how you got the last time and clearly it's happened again." armin explained.

"look at all these bottles man it looks like you've been drinking one every day! and the smell? i've never smelt this much weed coming from you." jean added.

eren looked around at the state of his apartment. they were telling the truth and he knew it. he hadn't attempted to clean his place since that day. he didn't even notice the overbearing weed smell since he had been sitting in it for days. but of course he wasn't going to let them know they're right.