Sometimes I just feel like nobody gets me at all.... Those who know me personally, know that I'm stressed. Its just sometime I dont get it... Its people who I've never met or barely see that get me most... My friends and family that I see just about every day, barely know me.... I may go to school and walk around with a smile on my face, and when I'm asked if I'm okay I'll say "yeah... Just tired" or something because I dont want to worry you...
When I stare off into space, I'm thinking about everything that's going on at home.... You call me to break me out of my thoughts. I come back, answer yours questions and go back. I dont know why I keep those thoughts from you guys, I just do.... I dont want you guys to be stressed like me.... But sometimes I have to tell you guys some stuff because I just cant hold onto it all anymore....
I dont like people worrying about me... I can handle things by myself most of the time... but other times, I truely need someone... Like at night, I hate being left alone.... because thats when I dont have someone to talk to to take my mind off of things and distract me.
Thats when I find the time to think about everything thats wrong and cry and yet I keep finding more things.
I dunno what point of this one was or if it even has a point... I know most of it probably doesnt make sence, but oh well....
